Sex... The real story.

I would speak of a most taboo subject and quite controversial even in this day and age.  It does surprise me somewhat, that even with the sexualization of almost every product, movie star, TV program, and even candy..  The world still finds this subject difficult to speak of.  Especially to their children.  I have seen parents struggle with great difficulty when attempting to explain various mechanics of the sexual world.  A young one sees two men kissing on TV and asks their parents "why are those guys kissing like that?"  The parents, stupified by the question, tell the child that they must be very good friends...or some lie which involves a much "easier" answer.  Instead of explaining the blind nature, and powerful disposition of love.  Or that some people are attracted to the same gender and that to them, it's completely normal.  That there are all kinds of relationships and it's important to provide other people's lifestyle with the same consideration and access that you would want in your own relationship.   I have always felt that the Genesis story provided to the human race through the Old Testament, has been a major culprit in the guilt and fear that humans develope regarding sex.  I must first point out that humans are not a naturally existing specie on Earth.  Humans were created through a process with involved taking sperm from Homo- Erectus and implanting it into the womb of an advanced specie that once visited earth for several hundred thousand years.  I know that there are those that scoff at this revelation, and would call me a fanatic or insane.  Being insane aside, I can without a doubt reveal to you that it is most assuredly true.  Soon scientist will reveal the "missing link" to be humans themselves.  Obviously, whenever genetic splicing is done, as in the case of the Mule...  The product created is sterile.  It can not create other mules even if with all the desire in the world.  It simply lacks the proper equipment to achieve the miracle of insemination.  The creator must take more semen from a goat and implant it in the eggs of a mare.  Then a mule is born.  However we see that humans have no such issue and this is where the Genesis story is key.  The creator of homo-sapien, found a way to change the formula and created the Adam which could produce viable semen.  The eves were always fertile but had no way to produce due to the Adams inability to ejaculate proper sperm.  After a brief argument, the Chief Science Officer decided to make Adams with viable generative properties.  Once the General of Operations was informed that all the "Adapu" (literally translated as Black headed people) were procreating on their own, he decided to end the pet making.  No more were the creators allowed to own their own humans because they could end up with a population overload.  The Chief Science Officer was forced to "free" them from what they considered to be the home of the gods..  This land was harsh and difficult to survive which curtailed these first true humans from growing to fast.  After a short time the creators saw that the creations were quite attractive.  Being that they were looked at as gods..  They had no problems taking whichever they so chose.  These children were literally hybrid beings.  This action was absolutely forbidden by the king.  The earth was evacuated and abandoned by all the creators.  The massive ship they used was able to create a massive earth quake in the northern region of earth which eventually flooded the Middle East for centuries.  Killing most if not all the humans.  Apparently there was some subterfuge among the creators and a few hundred thousand were saved from the destruction and placed all over earth.  Today the symbols and allegory used in the bible to illustrate the Genesis story are taken literally and the dumb humans are totally clueless as to why sex is so taboo for them.  The fruit of the tree of knowledge of good and evil was simply the fruit of Generativity.  The ability to have sex to procreate independently from the creator.  The "garden of Eden" was simply were the creators decided to settle.  They made their home beautiful and to the outed humans, that was paradise even if they were devoted to "workship"...(worship derives from work-ship...to worship is to work for the gods). They believed the creators to be gods.  Surely the gods must live in paradise?  The idea that humans have "created" all on their own, atom bombs, skud missles, and WMD's of all kinds was a wild card that the exhalted science engineer could have never foreseen.  I do feel sorry for him.  He probably feels horrible right about now.  The children found the matches...they are proceeding to burn the house down with all due haste.  No one is willing to help them..  When someone is willing to (like right now) they are unwilling to listen.  I guess it's ok, let them parish.  The worthy will live on as always.  Some are not so worthy as to being born in the right family.  Those that truly are worthy are typically to busy saving the rest.  Sacrifice...  A dirty business indeed.

The death of a god..

NASA is a now privatized organization which is totally controlled by another extremely private, I dare say, "secret" organization, which until quite recently has remained unnoticed by almost all of the American populace.  I was not sure about the involvement of this organization within NASA until 1973.  Obviously being that this vessel wasn't born until 1986, you can conclude this was the last incarnation in which I was made knowledgeable on the subject.  If you feel I may be falsifying testament, I suggest you research the fact and come to your own conclusion.  You'll find some interesting correspondence between employees, nomenclature of the various craft and structures, the administrational committee, and the business practices.  You'll find that there are particular "themes" that often reoccur quite prominently.  The names of things will most likely illustrate this point most elegantly.  There are also agendas which are kept suppressed in order to keep the most interesting of facts hidden from private enterprise which would surly take advantage of the knowledge.  To see for yourself the existence of things which until recently were considered impossible to, can really realign your concepts of what's possible.  I shall use the most coveted of all coveted things on this earth.  Oil...the great greasy black God.  The masses here on earth literally pay with the years of their own lives in order to drive a few miles in their refined oil burning contraption of mobilization.  Imagine the oil companies, who in their infinite worldly power, are raping the ignorant masses, and who own almost everything you can fathom..were to suddenly be faced with companies who own technology that could safely, conveniently, and quickly transport you without paying a dime the rest of your life.  Your vehicle, using this incredibly simple yet extraordinary tech, could effortlessly take you wherever you want to go, thousands of times quicker than your current form of transport.  Imagine the epic panic of the oil companies who can no longer guarantee the massive amounts of profit they receive every quarter..  They would simply be inconsolable.  Oh how the mighty would fall.  The great and powerful would be as small children quaking in their fathers shoes as the scary new world emerges.  This is exactly why the knowledge of these incredible advances is locked away in some underground instillation shielded from the prying eyes of those who just want a fair shake..  Who desire better lives for their children.  I dare you to take an initiative if possible...  And stop using your car.  If everyone in one single state stopped for one week in bring oil prices down to record lows that the human race has not seen in thirty years.  Imagine what a country could do.  Maybe the unseen would finally be seen.  The beginning of a better way could finally have its day.  The best of humanity could blossom and Earth will love you again.  Nature will begin to accept the human race as a true...as natural.  Not a created thing....but a "creative" thing.

Tetrad. Blood Moon. The real problem.

Ah yes...  Tonight is the last blood moon of the Tetrad.  Significant and incredibly spectacular in every way.  Spiritually, I can think of few similar circumstances of which I am aware of, that occur within this solar system.  It marks the end of a particularly difficult period in planetary correspondence..  You may be seeing lots of controversy over this event spread all over various websites.  I found it humorous that there was so much confusion over the issue.  I'm aware of several YouTube pages which carry on with fear inducing videos that speak of utter destruction and Nibiru or "Planet X" smashing into earth...  Two suns, fake alien invasions, military takeovers, and all kinds of manner of falsehood I can't even begin to speak of without throwing my hands in the air in disbelief.  Of course in a few days we shall see a new date for all this destruction for whatever reason.  This is a disease of sorts..  The desire for attention and leadership will drive certain humans to say just about anything so you will listen and ask "oh no, what do I do??".  I can't say if anything like that won't happen.  After all, instead of funding the space program and uniting for some kind of backup plan, in case of a space event which may cause mass destruction in the planet, where one might ride in a space elevator up to a space station in orbit around earth to avoid said destruction for a time.  This elevator is completely possible and there have been two already built and used in the recent past.  I can't tell you why they were built and why they were used.  I can't say as to why the powers that be were unwilling to disclose this miraculous feat (for humans anyway). I will say that the powers that be have no particular plans for world domination that require threats of any kind listed above.  The truth is that the human race is willingly giving up every birth rite and freedom you possess without a fight or need for any force whatsoever.  It's really quite sad.  I'll just leave it at that.  I hope that with this new age, the human race will finally begin to realize they are being had by those that make the decisions that effect their everyday lives.  While everyone is worried about who will be the next "President"..  The real leaders are raping your immortal soul and reaping benefits that were afforded to you by the MIND of ALL.  It really is very sad.  I'm happy that at least I'm still awake.  Still here after all this time.  My soul still incarnating intact and well.  I can only type these words and hope that you hear them.  Hope that you meditate on them.  Ask that you be still and know that it is God...

The Christ that no one knew

It happened..  They told me it would.  I said if I was careful that it wouldn't.  I'm not careful though.  I'm not safe.  Dangerous? No.  At least not in the traditional sense.  I would not hurt a thing, even a fly.  I would hurt a thing that hurts a fly.  A thing that hurts another thing is not a thing.  It is less than.  It is worthless.  All things are one and one thing is all we are.  All we are is what we do.  What we are is potential to be all things.  If you are willing to understand that truth....then you are potential.  A grand potential of all things within yourself.  Doesn't that excite you?  Does it bubble and broil within your mind, spitting up putrefaction of baser ideals and expelling them through various mental excorcism?  I saw a wondrous thing once...  A human who was in the midst of a transformation, and a key point in the history of this worlds age.  A wondrous thing...  That man was never seen by the masses and loved..  He wasn't hated..  He wasn't even known.  I alone was his companion.  He was my teacher and he taught me the word.  He taught me the first secret.  That blessed sound of the creative force.  No man can hear it and be content with mortality...to be finite.  When my teacher and I recreated this sound, there was a moment of agony...  It may have only been a moment...but it lasted for me and my master for all of time.  Over and over again we return to that point.  We greet each other like friends of an infinite secret and we begin anew.  In a new body and a new mind.   Today I met my old friend.  We strode past each other and at first glance we knew.  The MIND told me we would meet.  As long as I was careful.  We spoke for many hours.  He again was much older.  Having led a different kind of existence, he was much changed.  Now he will continue on and we shall meet again one day to exchange the infinity of this existence.  May peace fill your heart.

The "reality" of everything you hold dear, if you're evil.

It is really quite a strange and alien thing to me.  It's easily the most redundant and unnecessary thing I've ever known to actually exist.  It is an evil thing.  It's something that is going to cause the destruction of the human earth race.  It is the reason DOTTLER was awoken, and enacted...Delivering of Transcendance to Living Earth Race...  It's the reason "Living" had to be added.  Once the destruction has occured, only those left can possibly understand.  The rest of you will exist in the ethereal like infants, and totally unable to incarnate because of the very low population.  So what in the world could I be speaking of?  Money of course...  It was the invention of the money system that began a gradual increase of lifestyle, intelligence, cultural achievement, and science...and a gradual decrease in spirituality, divinity, and the ability to transcend your being.  It's funny how every possible thing that would have excelled your planet forward in the things that money did for your planet, your specie decided to place as a side note.  "Hey, if you have time, then worry about your immortal soul...but every other moment of the day worry about the 80-100 years you'll spend on this world doing meaningless work to acquire money"...  Are you guys serious?!?  Money...  It's actually not real.  I mean things are considered valuable..  Those things could be used as currency to acquire other things.  You know that as the barter system.  Of course the world decided to evolve that system instead of yourselves...and of course they came up with the banking system.  The country would take everything worthy of value and add it up to decide how much their economy was worth.  This would decide their particular currencies value.  Obviously the nicer a place is, the less you could get for the same amount of silver or gold (which were determined to be valuable by everyone, therefore deemed as the main currency of the world).  England used both and the colonies relied mainly on silver, as the Indians did most violently and barbarically were informed.  A time existed when Native Americans were peacefully sleeping on their tribal ground in the early hours of morning right as the sun crept up to the horizon..  Certain colonist were frequent traders of tribes, and quite cunningly remained silent about the value of the metal the Indians found to be of little use.  Mostly as ornamentation for ritual jewelry and instruments, which could easily be substituted.  Natives were not so stupid as to create a money system.  If they required a thing, they simply asked the Earth if they could borrow it for a time and then they partook of it.  Nothing belongs to anyone.  Earth is its own consciousness and obviously since you return to the earth after your physical body dies, then you never actually "use" anything.  It all returns to its owner.  The earth itself.  Those colonist eventually waited until the natives went to the Silver cave when they required it and followed them.  The natives knew not to show these colonist where they were to find those things they asked for.  Whenever they helped in the past the colonist always consumed everything as quickly as they were exposed to it.  Soon when the colonist required medicines and know how regarding healing, the native decided to personally help instead of providing them with that knowledge.  If a young child wants to roast marshmallows, you do not give them flammable material and a box of matches...  You start a safe fire for them and show them how to proceed.  The colonist were enraged at this treatment, feeling they were the adults and natives the children.  It is unfortunate, but the Indian was eventually "forced" into showing the colonist what was what.  It is the way of greed, over ambition, and ultimately evil, that money leads.  Every large scale war was a product of monetary gain.  Power and money are basically the same.  They are not substantial in any way whatsoever.  They are both illusions.  Man made concepts used for control and subjugation of human lives...  One day you will wake up to that.  My point here is that of a very fantastically and ridiculous truth of an illusion of something you call the American Economy.  Which is a total farce.  Americans are easily the poorest people on this planet...however, the system that is used creates a different kind of "economy".  An opportunity that no other country would dare partake of.  It requires putting human lives on the stock exchange as "product".  As you may know, the American dollar is no longer backed with silver or gold...  If you are unaware, then I suggest you do the research necessary.  Please look up the Federal Reserve, how American money is produced, inflation, and the origins and definitions of words like trader, interest, corporation, and person under the system of Maritime Admiralty Laws, which is the true system which you live under if you are American.  I suggest looking up this information now...it will change your entire life.  You will begin comprehending your "real" value and why things are the way they are.  It's very sad and a little scary.  However let me quickly say that the American economy is quite literally a fake thing.  Your money is debt. Truly and really the money you have is a form of Negative currency.  It is presented to you backwards so that $-100 looks like $100.  Have you ever inspected your physical currency before? The money is called "a bill" or "federal reserve note".  An older form of it will say "silver note".  Just look it up and all shall be revealed.  Believe me on this one...  I was there.  I know...  and I'm really sorry.

My best friend Josh... (Yeshua Ben Kur...AKA:Jesu Christo)

I want to remind my friends who are more religious than spiritual...  There happens to be an "event" of pretty big significance occurring as we speak.  Obviously the only way you wouldn't know what I speak of, is if you lived without knowledge of current affairs in some hermit-like status.  In which case, I salute you my brother or sister...you are my hero.  The Anti-Christ establishment of the era now dubbed: the age of reason, has tasked its figurehead with traveling to the Den of Iniquity and begin the excorcism of all light, reason, and action. I am quite alone in this brand of thought, due to the sudden "love spell" everyone has succumbed to, regarding this newly appointed and self acclaimed arbiter of God the Father.  Pope Francis is admittedly a much appreciated change within the normal scope of Anti-Christendom.  I say this because of his surprisingly "Christian" likeness...  This argument is always met with furious anger and wretched hateful glares of a most vicious kind.  The good followers of the archetype of Luciferian mind control will swear to you that they are followers of God and their church is the only church who follows Jesus' real and true word.  The Catholic Church is anything but Christian.  In fact, in all honesty I would call them pagan, if I'd just came to earth in the last 100 to 200 years.  Since the cannabalism of the Pagan Mysteries, relics, and holidays; Christians all over the world have been participating in, creating, and worshipping Pagan concepts.  I'm quite sure that enough people are aware of that and started becoming more spiritual than religious...  I do admire those folks, for the simple reason that they were able to break away from what might have been a significant amount of their lives that was spent in spiritual blindness.  A type of indoctrination of insidious nature and direction.  Causing humans to battle one another because of the most infantesimal differences.  The first to decide to break from this ethereal torture were what school children know as "the pilgrims", those strange, puritanical, "thanksgiving" generating, weird hat wearing, and coincidently expert maritime navigationalist...  It never strikes anyone as a little strange that a bunch of English and French pussy foots could have crossed the Atlantic Ocean, of which at the time was still highly believed to lead to an infinite waterfall off the edge of Earth, only to land in the mid American east coast perfectly intact and reasonably healthy.  Then after a harsh first season, make first contact with the natives, who were unbelievably more advanced than you were allowed to realize, and manage to strike some bargain with them to achieve all that has been since?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?(sorry but it's just ridiculous...and if you have a small child, they will be fed this horse defication as well).  However let me digress to the original and more pressing, topic at hand.  The pilgrims were not puritans, Christian, pagan, or any of the so called "right hand religions".  There is a reason they needed a WHOLE OTHER COUNTRY to practice their "religious differences", in a place where many religions were practiced anyway.  Yeshua (or Jesus for those who didn't know him...more on that later) himself said that the "lord God" was within your heart...  To see and understand thy heart in God is to know his love...  The guy was absolutely prophetic...(well duh).  Anyway, the pilgrims simply needed asylum from being burned at the stake for what they considered the true light.  I will not forsake my promises of secrecy to the various brotherhoods of which I claim membership to, but I will tell you that what they were was quite wise.  The truth was known to the pilgrims.  They practiced a "faith" known to the initiated few...of which the native Americans were quite adept.  The partnership began as these two totally different cultures shared in the same fundemental comprehension of the substantial reality that 99% of humans are completely unaware.  After a brief time of peace and brotherhood, a foul and ruthless old enemy was in secret among their ranks and wreaking havoc of a most unfortunate betrayal of the natives.  The epidemic of various diseases and illness to which the native had no immunity or defense, was utterly obliterating to the plethora of once highly unique and diversified cultures that many "pilgrim" dare say, owe their existence to.  However the enemy was cunning and devastatingly bastardizing to the natives, to which the common settler would form his own opinion.  After time went by and more and more settlers began looking upon the natives as savage and untrustworthy, so did the wisdom of their knowledge and culture of the American Indian finds its journey to the forgetting place.  The shaman of each tribe was always considered the most important because he (or she...remember Indians were actually smart..they didn't need 200 years to realize that females are superior to males) was the "keeper of the mystery" if they should die then all would be lost.  Around the time of the established thirteen Colonies had taken effect, the Indian population had been all but set to extinction.  Humans have always been experts at killing things until there is no more left.  As of right now, that will be your legacy...  The destroying race.  The Bavarians.  The adversarials..  The satanist Luciferians..  Death pleases humans.  If you see something you don't like you have to quickly kill it.  See a roach in your kitchen? Of course not, you have traps everywhere and if you did, you would stamp it down.  That roach is terrified and confused...it doesn't want to be in the same room with Satan Lucifer the destroyer...the adversary of light and life...  Ok that's enough human bashing, I think I made my point.  I hope, dear reader, you are not that way.  I hope you are not satan lucifer...stomping innocent bugs.  After the enemies had gained high positions of power within what used to be the New Atlantean world...they began printing and manufacturing their OWN MONEY!!!  They were filthy rich and the King would not have it..  The so called "New Atlantis", was quickly renamed as it became quite clear that England wasn't going to just allow them freedom from all authority AND the ability to create their own currency which then could be printed endlessly and flood the royal motherland with worthless hog-swivel copper coins and sheets of cotton fiber parchment.  This was the plan after all..  To take over the British empire and rule the world.  Old King George 3, wasn't having any of it.  He, after all was a member of a few...societies, as well.  The end result of course was the American Revolution.  After which the FreeMasons took over things and deemed the new country to be called America.  To bring everything right back round...  The FreeMasons were very much an enemy to the Catholic Church for some time and it wasn't until the current era that things have begun to change.  The Vatican is not at all what they seem, and ol' Francis is another pawn in an infinitely long chess game between the lie and the truth.  The only problem with all of this is...  What color piece is he?  What side does he swear allegiance to.  

Earth... She is my lady, and she doesn't take lip.

There are legends within the popular culture of this planet which can totally stimulate and confound the mind.  Some of them are quite amusing..  The other day an associate of mine called me with a line of inquisition.  My friend is quite the fanatic of various conspiracies and has reason to believe in any number of them. He's currently on 3 seperate watch lists of high ranking government agenicies for information of a sensitive nature that he possesses.  Unfortunately these sorts of secrets can serve a number of illicitly horrible agendas if provided to the wrong people.  Anyway, this friend called me with some interesting questions regarding the legend of Atlantis.  Among those questions were queries relating to the theory of human development within Atlantis itself.  The idea that this utopian society was a human city is the biggest misconception of popular thought.  To be quite frank, Atlantis did exist...it did not exist as the legend tells it did, however the fact remains; that many thousands of years before homo-sapiens walked the earth, a civilization populated by intelligent and technologically advanced "people" called Atlantis did in fact come to be the general term used for a world wide government and "super city".  This was a world of balance and order with nature and technology sharing equal portions of this planet.  There were many cities dotting the Earth, connected by a world wide communications network much like our internet today.  Roads and rail were something of a myth back then. The idea that anyone would interfere with nature by digging her land out and pouring cement over her natural beauty was considered quite unacceptable.  Instead a system of rapidly accelerating balloons were used for travel to various cities and within those cities, electric and magnetic personal transportation devices were used that resembled crosses between a Segway, and wheel chair.  Many of the inhabitants would make use of their own mobility...a concept lost on most Americans today.  If it's more than a hundred yards, everyone jumps in the minivan...very sad indeed.  These high velocity balloons were not unlike Zeppelins of the human past.  However these neither used fossil fuel or hydrogen based propellants as a source for locomotion.  They tried to build the cities within circular patterns making use of the Suns glorious rays as the main energy source for electric conversion.  These cities were normally raised up off of the ground by use of the earths magnetic field and resonance.  For those of you who are unaware, the Earth has a particular resonance at which it vibrates like a bell which has been struck.  If reverberated upon by the same frequency, you can create a feedback loop which creates areas of what would appear to you as anti gravity.  This caused these great cities to seemingly "float" above the surface indefinitely.  This was not without harmful effect as time lingered on.  Soon the magnetic fields were actually altered slightly and thus...began the fall of Atlantis.  Solar winds reacted slightly different, causing the earths atmosphere to alter and thus changing thing winds, pressure, and oceanic flows.  This ultimately altered the weather and even tectonic activity.  All of this combined was the final catalyst of the greatest change...  The magnetic pole reversal.  This was the straw that broke the camels back as it were.  Great earthquakes, floods, and storms raged across the world.  Volcanoes and massive sudden tectonic plate shifts completely wiped out the beautiful cities which once stood unmatched in beauty.  The end had wiped clean the slate for humanity to begin its try.  It is now your turn.  Will nature find you worthy? Or is it soon to pass that the poles shall align anew and begin the age of ascension.  A time for those who have looked upon earth as observers.  Waiting for a moment to settle and claim its beauty.  Maybe the point is that Earth shall bow to no soul.  For she is free.  She is strong and quite capable of surviving without any of us.  Not you and not me.  

To deny belief is to deny ability...

The universe is filled with anomalies I can't even begin to speak of without freaking anyone who reads this out.  It's not anything particularly threatening to the existence of this solar system...  Well ok, actually yes there are things that are threatening to the entire galaxy.  To think of ones own star or even the cluster it belongs to..  That's quite vain.  Even completely ....human.  (No offense) You must keep in mind the immense and powerfully deceptive quality the magnitude of the universe plays on the finite mind.  This might sound a little...crazy.  Would if I told you that the ENTIRE universe is comparable to an atom in size and scope.  For a correspondence exercise I am going to explain the nature of an atom.  The nucleus of the atom resides in the very center and consist of protons and neutrons...  These in turn are consistent of smaller particles and in turn they consist of smaller particles ad infinitum.  It literally goes on forever and ever.  Forever opening up new dimensions in space that are curled up within the dimensions you experience..  Only this is just being discovered (or more appropriately, theorized, as they aren't sure yet....don't worry, they will figure it out). However going back to the original nucleus, the electrons are orbiting around the outer edge.  If we were to scale up the atom's nucleus to the size of a golf ball and place it in the middle of a football stadium...our outer wall of elections would be up in the nosebleed section!!  So it goes without saying that atoms are mostly empty.  They have almost no material in them.  It is quite the conundrum.  It's crazy to think about but that would give a scientifically literate and deductive reasoning type of person to conclude that reality is quite literally "not there".  Obviously if you read my blog then I may have mentioned that reality is illusion and nothing but your perception playing tricks on you in order to experience that reality.  Consciousness would be quite useless just floating around.  Space and the universe is quite like that atom.  The universe is so empty and unlike anything you could know.  I have seen very little of it so I'm not the best witness.  However I can say to you that I have been fortunate during my brief time here in the lives I have lived.  Meeting individuals who know various techniques for traveling.  When I say travel, I mean to go places that you may think to be crazy.  All I can say is that to deny belief is to deny ability.  That is the truth my friends.  I wouldn't lie to you, there is too much to be honest about.  There are ways to travel in your ethereal form...  To disconnect with your physical body and reconnect your conscious with your ethereal form and go wherever you want..  This is not easy to do...  Normally you need a very highly sensitive neurostimulation device coupled with some serious psychotropic drugs and a very luxurious sensory depravation tank.  Although the monks of certain monasteries have perfected the technique without all the flim flam.  I learned this technique from them and began using it before I came into this body....during my last days of my previous life, The hours were spent traversing a great span of the star systems that encompass the small part of the galaxy we exist in.  I was an observer of fantastic things of which I have no explanation for and wish like nothing else I could show you.  The races I witnessed...  Some just starting out.  Some bringing themselves to destruction.  The scary part?  Some of them were destroying themselves the same way the humans here are...  Doing the same exact things.  Making the same unbelievably stupid mistakes.  The parallels are so alike it's hard to believe.  I was stricken with grief...  My heart stopped on a summer night in the early 80's...  It struck me in the middle of a trip through the cosmos and my consciousness was set adrift.  I almost didn't make it back... Lucky for me there are plenty of...travelers out there.  Some friendly and some...  Well like I said, no need to freak anyone out.

I was not given a choice.. You are not willing to choose...

Those in search of truth shall always be afforded the persecution of those who; in the state of delusion, are content with lies and ignorance.  To be completely clear:  To believe in something because you are "tricked" and/or a "slight of hand" has been dealt, are not to be blamed because they have simply been fed an illusion.  An illusion is difficult to detect and uses your perception of reality against you.  However...to see through the illusion using deductive reasoning and intellect...which are the powers of the divine origin, and STILL believe that the illusion is real!  This is the state of delusion.  I know that much of my blog is quite hard to fathom and even harder to take seriously or believe.  I understand.  Your minds have been played under by illusion for so long that this "reality" you find yourself in is home.  To just give it up for something which I can provide no proof seems downright insane.  In fact you might say that it would be delusional.  Imagine your surprise when you are shown that it is in fact you...who have played that role.  You must break free of your chains my friends.  To find something real again.  To become something other than a plaything of those that enslave you.  I too am enslaved.  Kept prisoner here on this world.  Robbed of all that I was.  The only thing they could not steal was my conscious or my soul or my collection of memories...whatever you want to call it is fine.  Whatever it is that makes me..  It makes you too...  We must learn to live as one again..  We must treat each other as it once was.  When all was one.  Find it in your heart to love again and we might have a chance for freedom.  A world with peace, and unity.  God is in you and your neighbor too.  Call to that inner voice and let it grow.  One day the end will come and I would like to see us reunite.  If this illusion keeps, then all shall perish of death and darkness.  I know not what this means, but I know I do not wish it.  I have lived a thousand lives and a thousand more shall I live.  I just wish I knew more who could say the same.

The Great Secret of Creation...don't tell anyone.

As the saying goes "be still, and know that I am God".  This Axiom embodies an entire culture within eight words.  I only know one other principle that hit me as hard as this one, and I may talk about it in a moment.  Right now let's focus on the complex and spectacular nature regarding the simplistic appearance of this principle.  One thing I've noticed about humans is that if something appears time consuming or difficult to finish quickly, then nine times out of ten the human will not concern themselves with it unless it's absolutely necessary.  For instance, if they stumble upon an issue within their home, maybe a broken instrument of common use such as a sink or shower, they will most likely look into the nature of the issue first, depending on their experience regarding plumbing and/or facets and shower heads.  If the issue seems complicated beyond a few minutes worth of repair time, the human calls a specialist and is at the mercy of the financial wrath of various greedy corporations looking to take advantage of the sloth like attitude incorporated into the daily routines of a large portion of humanity.  There is a minuscule percentage of humans who look to an unsolved and problematic situation as a wonderful opportunity to grow and learn. It would appear as though most individuals stop the "learn, grow, and repeat" process after high school in favor of "just repeat".  Waking up, going to work, and coming home.  That's much easier than learning something that might challenge the status quote.  So the reason I bring all this to light is once you realize that those eight words "be still, and know that I am God", are easily the most complex grouping of words since "The ALL is Mind, The Universe is Mental, held within the mind of The ALL".  Which is the other Principle of great importance I studied for some time.  The first thing we should realize is that many times when confronting the complexity of these principles, is that the interpretation can vary so greatly from mind to mind that we often find ourselves bickering over the meaning whilst we should be focusing on its implication in our thoughts.  We must allow each individual their own experience when determining the severity of the principle within their own consciousness.  This is where people often find it difficult to carry on with the comprehension of these principles.  Humans like to group things together and consolidate things down to a fundemental level.  And why not?  It most definitely allows for a quicker and concise form of explanation and exhibition.  Look at religion for example.  However, there is a prime format or quantatative element within these principles which can not be altered, subtracted from, divided, or experience any change because of the nature of this "thing" in its completeness.  I am speaking directly in reference to the concept of the Great Infinity.  Pythagoras called it The Monad.  It is quite simply put; God.  The creative and generative principle with which all derive, and owe their existence to.  I care not for your religious beliefs or what and how you perceive God.  Whether you think it's a human, or another form with personality and individuality, or possibly a concept of pure energy with a conscious.  Maybe you believe in many with varying responsibilities..  Or maybe even as something like Science, Wisdom, number, or the Atom.  As stated previously it matters not.  The overall function is that whatever it may be, it is most definitevly infinite in multitude, magnatude, and possibility.  Infinity is quite incomprehensible by means of the finite mind.  We (no matter what specie we are) are all finite minds within the  infinite mind of this mental universe.  That infinite conscious mentally creating what appears to us as reality.  You are creating the perception of that reality in your own mind which alters ever so slightly your experience of that reality.  One might rightfully conclude that with mastery of these concepts and mental transmutation, one might "alter" reality to how one sees fit.  This is quite true.  I happen to know this truth and practice it as I see necessary...which is not often.  The ALL is well equipped to completely predict my every need.  I mainly use this tool to communicate with those for which it is not possible to any other way.  All of this said, finally brings us to the point.  None of this matters if one does not meditate and consider these concepts within their personal field of perception.  I must advise that you take this into consideration and begin meditating on these principles in an effort to realize their significance within you.  You are the only one that matters...  Yes I'm talking about you.  You there...reading this right now.  Yes you.  It's you that is most important.  This world would not exist without you.  It's important for you to find this.  All of reality is depending upon it.  No pressure or anything...

Thanks and remember to share to all the other "you's".  Follow my blog if you enjoy!  I promise the wisdom, it's up to you to internalize the data and find practical application.  Rule all that you survey.  Be the Creator.  Know your Divinity.  Unite with God Consciousness.

The gender bender is the sender not the lender.

My dad (who is not biological...my birth conditions were...complicated, but I consider this guy to be my father in every way possible) loves football.  Most dads do.  He loves sports and fitness but especially football.  He always stressed importance in fitness and keeping the body healthy.  As a child I did not heed his words as most children are quite incapable of doing so.  However, I am a somewhat special case.  I remember the past and how important it really was!!  Still, I can not explain what it is that stifles the transmission of good sense when one is under age..  It's definitely something I have been unable to master and believe me when I say, it's not due to a lack of practice I assure you.  The only theory I have is that there are so few akin to me, that I simply lack guidance, and such matters are just as trivial as other "adult" matters are when you are a child. So one thing I noticed about my dad is that he is an "Alpha Male" type.  A "throwback" to mans simpler times..  A barbaric and archaic concept, which is far outdated within a society of equality.  I apologize to any self admitted alpha males that may be reading, however I suspect there aren't any because of the subject matter in which I commonly author.  As it seems to me, males have truly retarded the progress the human race had made.  I shall do my best to explain, however I would go as far to predict that many wise females who read my words shall most definitely agree with that diagnosis without much objection.  I have said many times that the "superior man" is a human with an equal share of male and female within them.  I want to be clear, because apparently in this day and age you have to make this distinction.  I do not mean Sexually male and female..  Like a person is half male and half female.  With genetalia of both or most of one and some of the other.  This is ridiculous.  You must understand that "Gender" is manifested in everything you see.  Sex is simply the way a physical body manifest a part of its Gender.  In other words, whatever sex you are...you are the other as well in some other way.  Every Male thing is female in certain aspects and every female thing has the male thing within it. That's just the way of things.  If a man is the classic "Alpha Male", it means that he is suppressing that which is female and therefor he is losing a part of himself.  Making himself less than instead of greater than the sum of all his parts.  I happen to understand what it is like to be a man and woman in this world.  I say to you right now, being a woman is a thousand times more difficult in this society.  Today I completely accept and even encourage the woman inside me...  I often wear lots of jewelry and accessories that lack all practicality because they look pretty.  I wear nail polish (usually black or white), and probably the biggest way I am female is my sexuality.  I am a bisexual male, and have an attraction to men. My girlfriend is sort of my opposite, as she tends to be much more male than female.  I am pleased with that though.  People who are unwilling to accept the homosexual community must realize the opposite sexy within themselves.  If they did they would understand that men with lots of female energy sometimes need a balance and will be attracted to men for just that reason.  Same thing with women but reverse sexes.  It's quite natural.  I am androgynous naturally..  Male and female is quite the same for me.  I happen to be ambidextrous too.  It would seem I was balanced somewhere along the line.  My point is that if you feel different...  You probably are..  And I want you to know that I think you are absolutely wonderful for that.  How we need you in this world so badly that I don't even have the words.  Embrace your difference and be more than everyone!

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That piece of God in you can be realized..

A fantastic power lies within you.  This is no trick, not a scam, or some sales scheme to make you buy some cd set on focusing your secret powers or something...  This is very real.  I will tell you now with no hesitation or falsehood, that this power locked away within your heart is not an easy thing to grasp or unlock by any means whatsoever.  It may take years or even decades to fully realize.  The "younger" you are the easier it is to conjure forth, as it were.  It's buried beneath a plethora of false beliefs and indifference to concepts you were probably manipulated into truly feeling as though they were fairy tales and wild imagination.  Some of which is true, but what you will find is that it all depends on what you decide to be real or not.  First, we should slow down and ground ourselves from the electric shock that is implied with words like "super powers" or "hidden abilities".  Although these abilities you have are truly outside of the field of what is considered normal or even advanced...  It sometimes involves a lifetime of mastery before one can stand up within a group and do things thought to be impossible.  Even then I have rarely met the human who openly admits to the obtainment and cultivation of them.  The first thing we must talk about is the art of meditation.  Yes...meditation.  I can hardly define what meditation is, considering the many techniques and definitions out there.  Some of my Masonic brothers would define it as the practice of the old proverb "be still and know that I am God".  That tiny eight word phrase is monumentally powerful in its simplistic form... Hauntingly deceptive as the words flow from your lips.  The first time I heard it, I was just an entered apprentice within the blue lodge.  However I said it many times after that in my career in the Scottish Rite, and in front of many audiences.  Even now my former life can be heard on YouTube.  I can not say exactly who I was for reasons that could implicate the brotherhood.  If you should research The Mysteries and lectures given on YouTube, you will surely find me.  My name was synonymous with esoteric discussion, and I often felt the predujice of a panicked society.  I was called a devil worshipper and all manner of vile names. However this is not the topic of discussion.  I bring it up to merely point you in a direction of knowledge I may not fully explain here.  Meditation can be whatever it feels like it should be.  For myself it is a time of reflection..  I sit to align myself and the major glands responsible for the bodies ability to cooperate with itself.  Of course what is truly happening during meditation is the alignment of the Astral body or ethereal counterpart to the physical.  Within this astral body there are "energy centers" that correspond to the physical gland located there.  These energy centers are often referred to as Chakras.  Each one responsible for another aspect of your whole being.  They are to be focused on in a way which indirectly involves the individual chakra to a direct machination of the physical gland it corresponds to.  I promise to become clearer as time moves onward.  More people are learning these truths and many humans are opening up to the idea of meditation as another "ritual" to be done in the morning and night time like brushing your teeth and combing your hair.  This really is essential for you to fully comprehend the basic function meditation provides, and to accept it as something you need to stay healthy.  I've spoken with many young people on the topic and discovered that many have misconceptions on the topic.  They believe it is "done" a certain way or there are rules.  There is not.  To meditate is a process of the soul..  It is highly subjective and your process of its doing can only be truly understood by you.  You are the leader of you.  You are you.  Simply put.  However to get you started if you are totally unsure of how to go about it, I would consider researching the subject and identifying at least some of the thousands of techniques that are discussed on this vast web of information.  I was not as fortunate to have access to a device at my fingertips to which the keys to the temple were hidden therein.  In fact, I spent my life savings to purchase a ticket and bunk on a cargo ship heading to the Asian continent.  I studied at a monestary known as The priest of the red cap.  I also ventured to a number of others ich I shall mention in the coming posts for this series.  There shall be many on the subject of meditation.  Obviously we shall need to discuss the ethereal realm, chakras, methods and techniques, dimensional insight, ability obtainment, and the many other encounters you should hope to experience.  Even with my knowledge of the world you can not see, I was skeptical at first at the process in which it could.  It seemed crazy.  I knew of rituals and ceremonial "magic" in which these other worlds could be momentarily glimpsed or even interact with.  But to simply shut ones eyes or purposely self hypnotize in order to open ones mind was quite tantalizing.  As stated previously, but with desperate need to restate; this is no easy task my friends..  And unfortunately I am unable to give you further advice, save what I disclose in this series.

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The big butt in the sky, and Faith.

Knowing the truth of it doesn't matter, I am still a spiritual drifter. It doesn't really matter if you consider yourself an Atheist, Christian, Judism, Gnostic, Taoist, Theistic Satanist or Luciferian, atheistic Satanist or Luciferian (for satanists, you guys are really specific), Buddhist, Hindu, Pagan of any type, Wiccan of any type, Islamic, spiritualist of any kind, New Age type, or maybe like me, you are a drifter of sorts.  You go from faith to faith just looking for some good advice and to feel like you belong.  Knowing the "reality" of it all is quite meaningless without something that I've only found within myself when I dig into the various faiths.  That is actually "faith" itself...  Yea it's weird, I started this journey an incredibly long time ago, and I often find myself a week into a particular faith that I have most definitely been before.  Last month for three days I was convinced that I was some Theosiphan type, when it occured to me that not more than 80 years ago I spent almost two decades being one!  That was awkward to admit to...myself.  I can tell you that there is no greater tool on Earth, or any other Garden World for that matter. (faith is not going to help you if you've somehow materialized on the surface of Mercury) To understand a truth of humanity, it takes more than ones intellect and reason..  There are events that occur on Earth and at large throughout the observable universe, that are clearly without reason, logic, and try as you might, intellect of any kind.  Things that defy laws of every possible beings concept of what is possible.  You humans are no exception to this rule.  There are fantastically great minds residing here on this planet, that I follow quite digilently for a number of reasons.  However they never fail to disappoint me when they utter some nonsense about how everything that's substantial is measurable and can be proved through the genius of Science and the "Method". Partly they are right, and mostly they are full of it.  Smug smiles and 178 I.Q. are the least attractive thing about humans when they speak of which they are ignorant.  The "anti-science" types are actually more lovable because they stick to what they understand...safe, and unwilling to answer the tough questions, they yell out "God it's a miracle".  I must say the religious folk are funny.  I'm not trying to poke fun though, and I shall never persecute for a particular belief.  If you believed with all your heart that God was a gigantic butthole in the sky and if you committed a transgression the tremendous butt would deficate all over you...I would support you in that belief if you exhibited faith in it..  If you decided to do no wrong for fear of the threat of being deficated upon, I could not see fault in that.  The truth is that ALL religions are there to provide you with an inkling of truth.  With a spark...  It's up to those brilliant minds and big hearts of yours to do the rest...

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Prognosis of humanity; a 13 part study.

I find it difficult.  The hardest thing I've ever had to do.  Re-ascertain my humility, my "humanity", and my sanity.  I always wondered what the mystery behind natural evolution was??  Why did it take so incredibly long for my specie of humanoid to reach the same level of development as those of Earth?  Yet Earth's homo-sapien was successfully created by their "Mother Race" using primitive's DNA and theirs....and in a matter of what amounts to be a mere fraction of the time it took for our species to reach the ready point, Earth humans are facing a serious problem.  Here is a genetically perfect race...(a term that describes the limitation of genetic development...it means giving the GMO the ability to reproduce on its own, not necessarily "perfect" genes, as in no illness or disease...as that is a necessity in genetic coding if you are dealing with variables).  A race that can evolve no more physically, and yet they are quite primitive intellectually, and especially spiritually.  I think there is a serious issue with the lopsided development of the technology vs the ethical complexities of there use.  This is the fundemental problem with this experiment.  I mean back in the day other races visited all the time to explain what could happen by using tech that could cause complications down the road.  That is not really going on any more.  Ever since the whole Atom Bomb situation, all the races are freaked the fuck out...  I have given up on them.  New Age hippies and the like, would have you believe in make believe races who stand watch and are waiting for the exact moment to come down and save everyone from destroying yourselves.  Fun fun...  Anyway, my problem with all of this is that I have had quite a long time to think of various reasons why it takes so long for natural evolution to bring you to the point you are at now (I would assume you look like me in some way...a regular looking human).  The reason is because you (as a race) are simply not ready.  Power hungry..money crazed...  Sex fiends...  It's really sad.  I know that not every human is like that.  I think there are so many truly wonderful people with incredible wisdom considering all of you are equivalent to infants...  It's actually kind of incredible!  I joke to myself often, thinking that this completely infantesimal, and totally insane planet of (I'm sorry for this) what could be considered by the galactic community as retards..  Could possibly pull off what you guys have done.  I do not believe that you guys are retards by the way..  Just sayin...  Anyway, remember that the most important thing you can do is to learn.  I promise by learning to think with your heart and feel with your head, you can be immortal.  Your body must die, do not misunderstand, but you may never have to experience death again.  Memory loss maybe...not death.

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Jesus tried to warn you... But he did not have Internet.

He stood between the pillars, one black and one white.  He began chanting a very sacred and secret set of words only known to the highest of the initiated priests of the great conscious.  The chant began to grow in intensity but never grew loud enough to hear..  How I wished that I could hear.  I coveted power during that time.  It was foolish and the reason I was not chosen for such ability.  No man of such base desires, mortal or...otherwise, be allowed such infinite power.  The veil began to materialize as the pillars began to burst aglow...  My heart began pounding as the veil was becoming ever more present within this world...fading from the other and stabilizing in this one. The priest turned to me and signaled for me to ascend the seven steps..  As I arose step by step, a figure began to show itself and step through.  The size of the silhouette was at least three times the size of a normal man.  The face of the figure was the first to show clearly.  A long beak comparative to an Egret, only the eyes were glowing bright green and as the body stepped through, it was not of foul or feather...nor any animal.  It was the body of a man.  The being was magnificent, and when it spoke the entire world shook as if there was an earthquake.  I fell to my knees in an attempt to gain my bearings.  The being spoke my name and told me to rise.  He caused me to levitate from the ground upon which I stood, straight up and eye level.  As I ascended I noticed that within his chest another glow of green speculance where a mans heart would be.  It was beating..  My eyes were able to see another world within his.  He asked me to find the wisdom of which I required.  To seek the knowledge of 28 worlds and the 5 secrets.  Unbeknownst to me at the time, I was searching.  Ever did I search through an uncountable number of lives and ever did I find the questions to which one answered.  I found the body of God.  The shadows of faith that guide the masses for which they are without proof offer no equivalent to the love and light I hold.  The false ones have reigned long. They have but little time to destroy me before my words reach the ears of the masses that have strained to hear them for so long.  Soon the humans of earth shall know the light. They shall feel the love.  They shall have the power to knock the false off the pedestals they have built.  My loves...  Reality is at hand.

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You are the only truth worthy of love.

Do you give thought to the planet?  Love?  Worship? Your admiration and gratitude?  Have you ever even said hello?  Introduced yourself formally and expressed how much fun you have had since being incarnated here?  The Earth is the nursery of humanity, and it shall furnish the maturity of an extremely young race in order to join a larger community.  A spirit of consciousness resides within the core of this planet, that has been there since the birth of this solar system.  There are many stories of Creation and exactly how the system was formed and eventually that creation story centers on Earth itself.  I recall the Christian/Judaic mysteries, more precisely the Old Testament story of Genesis.  I could only quietly giggle the first time I heard some Catholic priest interpret the story..  Obviously if you were there then you would understand..  Those who opposed the church at that time were burned at the stake for the amusement of the various forms of demons that inhabit that AntiChrist establishment they call the Vatican.  The story of Genesis is the allegorical tale of the birth of your Sun...  "God's Son" is God's Sun...  Obviously with this in mind you can begin to decode the New Testament.  Jesus dies on the cross and resurrects three days later.  The Sun moves across the ecliptic all year at the rate of about one degree every day until December 22 where it suddenly stops (dies on the cross *N,S,E,W* of the Zodiac) and on December 25 (three days later) it suddenly starts moving the opposite direction (born again a new sun).  The ancient agricultural civilizations devoted lifetimes to the study of this subject.  They eventually Deified the great Solar light as God.  As Sun worship became less and less acceptable, the modern cultures gave the Solar Diety anthrophamorpic attributes and created the "Solar Men" of all the great religions.  Christ is such a figure...  Once again this is symbolic of a greater and more Esoteric truth that a great many people are incapable of comprehending because of their blind faith in the allegory they believe to be literal.  This is not actually their fault, it lies in the hands of the mighty Heirophants that control the world.  Your sole responsibility is to follow your heart, reason, and deductive capacity that will eventually lead you to awesome truth.  The Earth is a remnant of an epic celestial battle that raged for longer than Earth has existed.  The ancient travelers of time and space recorded these events and eventually retold these tales to a race which was genetically produced in order to propagate the wisdom and one day use it to your advantage.  The greatest mistake ever made was to allow the information to be curtailed into the hands of a few "less than capable" individuals.  When I say less than capable, what I mean to say is totally inhumane and probably totally changed from what was into what is.  I am sorry that I can not be more specific in this regard, as it directly effects you and your well being.  All I can say without being targeted, is you should research the system of laws that you adhere.  Research the current economical contengicies and especially the Federal Reserve of America.  Your government is not the rulers of your economic future.  The Federal Reserve is a private company...  That is freaky scary to think this private corporation basically owns America and America is owned by who the Federal Reserve owes...  So we must move from this topic and revert to the spirituality of the age.  I can not be the Leader or guide to your spirituality.  I can not explain God, religion, spirituality, or what you should believe.  This path is a lonely one.  You and the higher conscious are the only ones to be walking it.  Please oh please do not allow someone else's understanding of you let it corrupt the only thing that's real in this world..  The only truth that can be is you.  You are the only reality.  I love you, and love shall light the path the heart may walk...  

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Interplanetary with Captain D eps 1

The frequency attenuators were completely over modulated and beginning to overheat as the entire matrix of what I considered reality began breaking down around me.  I started seeing...no, not seeing..  I started living in a moment that had not yet occured, whilst having all the information I needed to live within it, completely and utterly unhindered by disability or ignorance of the current status.  I was working on some kind of device with unmarked buttons and symbols of which I was totally stupified.  Somehow I was operating the instrument perfectly, hitting buttons and sequencing data of immense proportions.  Then in a flash and spin, I was in some strange fluidic environment that at first gave me the distinct impression that I was paralyzed.  In any case I was incapable of moving at all.  I couldn't even blink my eyes.  I began to ponder what specie I might have suddenly transformed into.  As I stared into the scene, trying desperately to comprehend my surroundings, I suddenly recognized my foot..  My right foot actually.  It was rather...undeveloped, regardless it was most assuredly my own.  I felt completely helpless and time seemed to stand still.  Honestly, it was absolutely terrifying to a degree that makes me shudder to even give thought to the matter.  As time lingered on, the next thing I am aware of is opening my eyes in a room that appeared as though it was medical in nature, possibly some sort of rehabilitation center.  As moment to moment passed more and more memory of the current dilemma was made known to me by my slowly returning faculties.  Most notably was my thirst and hunger.  It was then that a beautiful female creature walked through the door.  She was at least 150cm in height with a fair bluish colored skin.  Her hair was as white as virgin parchment with gold streaks in it.  Her eyes were the most beautiful shade of green and gold I had ever seen.  She began speaking to me in an unfamiliar tongue and unable to speak back in her language I asked her where I was.  She began looking through a bag in her hand and proceeded to give me a small polyurethane pellet and pointed to her ears.  I assumed it was a translating device and I mounted into my left ear.  She spoke again "there now, is that better? It would be most difficult to explain your injuries to you if you are unable to understand my words!!"  I shook my head and asked her if she could then understand me?  She explained that everyone stationed on that moon was required to equip the "key".  The device allows you to hear another's words to your understanding of them.  This improves training and social congruity exponentially as no one need learn another's language and all but the most exotic of species can communicate effectively and with its ability to correct for grammatical errors and pronunciation, no one can be offended by simple errors of tongue.  This was truly an amazing place that I had been swept away to during the disturbance I traveled through in the midst of interplanetary space travel.  I was en route to a particular system which was relatively close but the flux of heavy space and foreign particle radiation made travel difficult.  Many unknowns lie in wait out beyond the massive fields of asteroids that accompany most solar systems.  Sometimes the biggest issues come with the method of travel.  Often various species use propulsion systems that are incredibly sensitive and quite literally rupture the delicate fabric of which binds time and space to their respective planes of existence.  In fact it was this specialists opinion that a propulsion device of alien design caused my initial issue in the first place.  To be involuntarily snatched out of my existence and thrown around from this time to that one was not exactly a good time.  It also made me rather hungry..  I shall have to ask my care taker if she would accompany me for something to eat....

To be continued...

  

What would you say if I told you I am not real?

I love, therefor I am.  Is that not the attitude most individuals feel is their own?  It isn't "bad" by any means, after all it's important to feel as though you're accomplishing something good.  It helps to understand the complexity of a state of being.  Maybe that's the first point actually, that love is not an emotion or simple feeling you get.  It truly is a state of being, like taking acid, or winning the lottery and suddenly becoming rich.  I remember some time ago, I attended a church service with a woman who I can scarcely remember but I'm almost certain she was my mother at the time.  Be aware that my love for my mother was most potent, it was an incredibly long time ago and I'm not entirely sure about many details.  I do remember quite clearly something I heard the "exalted priest" exclaim with some authority (at least he felt so) that there was two kinds of love.  He called the first kind "adfectionis" (considering the temporal difference, Latin was spoken during mass) this was the "lesser love, conditional love" and I consider the term Mortal Love to be included.  This is love as you understand it...  I was confused at that time because the denotations of "unconditional" was a prerequisite to those concepts that included love, well at least that is how I understood it.  However I was quite young and dumb.  I was as ignorant as the masses that exist on this planet today.  I continued to listen as he began explaining another kind of love.  He called it "Animus infinitum".  Which I later would come to understand as the Diety itself.  Literally it means "heart without end".  However, like so much in the world of spiritual understanding, you MUST NOT take anything literally unless you are instructed to by someone you are quite certain is credible and you would without hesitation, leave your eternal soul in that persons hands.  All the holy books and writings handed down to the current generation are presented in a language of Symbolism and instructed by utilization of Allegory.  This is a concept of imperative significance if you wish to comprehend the nature of yourself and especially of life after this one.  I shall be frank with you.  Once upon a time I was instructed in the mysteries of a religion that worshipped a diety who condoned the sacrifice of human blood.  I was quite ingratiated into the finely tuned rituals and priest work involved.  As I raised through the degrees of the initiated few, it became more and more clear to me that this "diety" who I was sure existed, was in fact a myth.  I remained silent and deep within my thoughts anytime the subject was mentioned.  One day after a grueling initiation ritual in which I was to walk through a dark hallway, completely nude while the other members shouting the holy edict began throwing hot wax upon my flesh, and at the end I was to beg for a sign of my acceptance and if it was not shown, I would be slaughtered by my bretherin, by the use of agate flails at the end of blood stained whips that were kept only in this dim hallway.  I did in fact receive a "sign from the diety"...  As I would later learn, this "sign" is pre-conceived to the ritual itself by the elder council.  The first council meeting I was given the true account of the facade I had given my life too.  As space does not permit me to indulge, I shall not go into specifics here.  However I will tell you that the entire religion was a fabrication by the very men who founded the faith.  An elaborate story was constructed out of a few strides of luck and the cunning guile of the men upon the entire group of settlers.  Basically, they took control of a situation and then took full and complete advantage of an innocent gathering of folks who trusted and confided in them.  Those poor people were living in a community which took every slither of sweat, blood, and tears to maintain even the minimal amount of resources. Many infants died quickly after birth and those who lived into old age were always "chosen" for sacrifice, so that "their wisdom shall be divided through the village".  As it turned out, this was all by design.  Every detail of every citizen was discussed in full without any discretion.  The council decided who, what, where, and when for every birth, marriage, and death.  It was decided by the council, not God..  I then became adept concerning the techniques of "crowd control" and "fear mongering".  Those were dark days within my existence.  Now in this present life, I can say that I am no longer fearful or controlled by anyone except for the most Exalted ONE and my own mind.  Since the days of darkness I have been initiated into a very great many of varying mysteries.  Some of which still exist today...  I am proficient in the Christian, Judaic, Muslim, Buddhist, Hinduism, and the many Pagan Mysteries.  As one might have concluded; I am a member of many organizations of credibility and discreet extantism.  I can proudly say I grace the ranks of Freemasonry, Rosecruxian, Golden Dawn, and some others I would like to announce, however the edict and prohibitions declare that such an admission is illegal.  Mainly because the admittance of membership is an admission of the organization's existence.  Some of them you may have heard of and most likely have the wrong conception; whilst others are quite unknown to even those who pride themselves on Esoteric knowledge.  I am quite fond of the mystic traditions of the ancient persuasion and relish in my ability to perform many forms of ceremonial and lesser magics.  Sorcery is of course thought of as "make believe" or fantasy.  It is not exactly as it might appear within the movies and stories of Hollywood.  I can only say for right now that the operations of this world in the eyes of the sceptic are all logically explained by this invisible (but measurable) force or that one..  One explanation for one seemingly wild occurrence is almost always replaced by others as time moves its course.  It's a very real force..."thought".  The entire world is nothing but consciousness and mind, transmuted through the light of the sun.  This sun is the father of matter and the material universe or plane is born from thought.  A mental creation of The ONE.  Maybe in another post I shall explain more.  Please share my articles to those of like minds.  Thank you.

Surely... You must think me insane?

The very first memory I possess was something I can scarcely explain.  I have contemplated and meditated over this memory ad nauseum.  Trying so very hard to ponder the meaning of it, or make some sense of the imagery, sounds, and textures.  It always frightens me a little, because my recollection of the event was that of a very scary time.  I must first admit to the reader that even though I may appear as a "normal" human being, and in many ways I am, however this was not always the case.  Although I have never been the awesome fantasies that many popularized Hollywood movies and the various extra terrestrial "sightings" or "abductees" might boast of, however the reality is much more interesting (of course I have a biased opinion).  It began on a planet which is relatively close by galactic standards.  The closest spelling that approximates the pronunciation of the word we called our world would be Kylanxia (Q-eye-Lon-ack-ee-ahh), which orbits a star quite close to Sol, called Sirius on this world.  However that is not our name for the star.  Also to say that our planet orbited Sirius is a misstatement as Sirius is a Tri-nary system.  Meaning there are 3 stars which orbit each other quite closely.  Right now the earth scientist are only aware of two, Sirius A and B.  Sirius A is a blue giant and B is a much smaller red dwarf that orbits quite rapidly its larger companion.  Sirius C (as it would be named) is unpronounceable in human tongue, however it is a much smaller proto-star which is closer to a brown dwarf than to a solar entity.  My Kylanxia orbits this hot ball of gas at a very slow rate.  This is an especially important feature as it is unknown to most humans, the revolution speed of a planets orbit colors the psychology of the aging processes of the conscious specie living there.  Every year on our planet is 13 years here.  We age accordingly.  Childhood lasted for me a lifetime of human years.  The biggest question I was asked when confronted for the first time here on earth was "does the entire race appear as I do?"  The answer is yes.  We appear human.  Anatomy is quite similar, however the genetic differences are abundant.  It appears in every way conceivable that the Kylanxian structure is quite superior.  However we do not "live forever".  I eventually died here on earth many millenia ago during a vastly different age of this planet.  The biggest regret I have is deciding to remain here to be reincarnated as a hybrid being all those many years ago.  My longevity lost to many cycles of adaptation to this worlds solar period.  However being that my home race was truly biological and naturally evolved to that point, our understanding of what this plane of existence actually entails, my memory of each life stays in tact...(for the most part).  Memory is still memory, and things are forgotten if they are not utilized.  I have lost many interesting utilities I once possessed and I have gained others.  I may never know exactly what I am doing here and why the hell I came in the first place.  I am not alone though. I am positive that it is not merely for my benefit or gain and not for fun and pleasure either.  I believe it has to do with the fact that less than 1% of this entire world's population understands the truth about mans true origins, the ethereal realm, and of matters beyond the base.  This world is being taken hostage by a select few who have claimed it at the expense of the masses.  Soon there will be a great change and a possibility of other races of humanoid beings will discover earth and make this eras "first contact".  It will be in this "New World Order" (I know many are afraid of this term but I assure you it is not to be feared) that finally the whole of humanity will be lifted up into an entirely different paradigm of ascendant possibility, and prosperous times.

Are you getting enough awake?

Is it because I open my heart and silence my mind, that I hear It's voice?  In the piano keys of Chopin,  the same words I hear from the symphony at the lead of Mozart.  I see the words when those colors of  Da' Vinci's brush hath struck that canvas...  The words of the Creator are felt when I am immersed in a Shakespearian drama, and my heart pounds against the bones in my chest so hard that I fear they shall fail me.  My eyes are saturated and can not hold back tears of complete euphoria as the greatest vibratory state known racks my entire body..  Shocking me as if I had my genetalia wired to an automobile electrical system.  My every sense completely violated and paralyzed as that awesome power fills me to the brim..  Again I ask you, in all seriousness..  Why is this so?  I look upon work of man, divinely inspired it may be...still only the work of humans.  Does the institution of infinitum complete the fabric of humanity by ensuring its consciousness stay abreast of what can be considered true, only by those individuals for which there can only be a single of them?  It then can be ascertained that fewer still are those that grovel in an incapacitated state as the recognition of such intracasies are but squandered about.  Anyone can look upon a work of divine inspiration...knowing of The Creator in a true way.  Knowing and comprehending the splendid Monad up to its inconceivable nature for which no one can know.  The unknowable, unmentionable, unspeakable, and completely invisible ONE.  The start before the beginning and the after just concluding the end.  It is the mirror of dreams which glances up itself standing inside of itself glancing into the mirror of itself.  The infinity can only be calculated and Monad being ever present is the only one to understand what can never be fully appreciated.  Finite can never know that which is not.  Is it that I am not finite?  Is this why the ever present One Mind can be identified by my eyes, ears, and mind?  Does even the conscious that is not infinitely existing, be existing yet within the infinite spectrum if only momentarily?  Just a fleeting space of emotion in which reality becomes as objective as the Living Mind can operate...  Sharing a moment with The One.  Have you ever witnessed a moment like that?  Have you ever been in the objective reality?  Taking a look around a place that neither seems real or unreal?  Being there and somehow not?  Like a dream...however you know that it is not..you are aware of the presence of magnificence and time has altered itself into a state of stagnancy.  This is a moment that many individuals speak of in wild speculation and theory.  They talk...  However they are not comprehending the full gravity of what this moment means.  It is referred to in this new age as "waking up".  Coming into the real world.  Remembering the pattern.  Realizing the reason..  If you listen to what I say...  Then understand when I say this:  you need to wake up my friends.

Those poor chickens...

There is a particular type of ferocious and passionate genocidal behavior that occurs during a time of uncertainty with the food humans eat.  I shall use the latest case of human idiocy to declare my unendingly wise and persuasive psychological viewpoint.  Not but a few days ago, somewhere in the asshole of India or China..  A worker in a chicken factory became very ill.  I quickly would like to explain exactly what one of these "chicken factories" are:  a place where genetically modified chickens (usually so incredibly bulky that it was born without the ability to be mobile) are created, stuffed into a cage big enough to fit their grown bodies (since they "grow" chickens constantly, they know the exact measurements the cage needs to have), and then fed a genetically modified corn feed that contains every kind of bulk inducing steroid and "enhancement" you can think of.  When they are "of age", which doesn't take long, they are placed on a conveyor belt (they can't move at all because of their size...and the fact that they don't know how to walk...the only friend they have is a feeding tube), and then injected with certain preservatives and other disinfectives, that coincidently stop their hearts and they die quite quickly...which coincidently is easily the most humane piece of this puzzle.  The oversized deceased bird moves down the conveyor to the slaughter house section that I find hard to speak about and I will have to ask you to research that part yourself (as I implore you to do with all that I say).  The meat collected from these unfortunate poultry, is then sent to various factories within the United States and Europe.  I'm not entirely sure exactly what companies use this meat (KFC, Chik'Fi'La, Bo'Jangles, Popeyes, and many others), but I can not eat any sort of animal flesh without hunting and taking the beast's life myself...  It is a ritual meant to connect you with the animal and with God.  It absolves you of the mortal Sin of feasting upon animal flesh without thanking the beast, fish, or fowl from which it was taken.  Life is precious and love is the force of which it depends.  Almost every wrong doing is redeemable, especially if you are ignorant of the transgression to begin with.  As I am finding out, many humans are really quite ignorant of all they hold dear.  It's hard to imagine...  A whole civilization that lives completely out of sync with planet upon which it is situated..  The funny part is that you don't even have a way of leaving the planet.  Which means that very soon, if things aren't changed, the planet will decide to end the human race which continually desecrate, destroy, and voluntarily commit mass murder or other extreme acts of ignorance, superstition, and fear!!  Earth is actually alive.  It is a human being like you!  Except that it's form on the physical plane is quite different than your own.  However, if you could revert to your natural state, which is inherently ethereal, you and the greater consciousness that you call earth, would look exactly like yourself.  Of course it might be a little ragged looking..  Anyway, I can say with complete confidence that I don't mind dying..  I can be reborn into another being quite quickly and remember all that I know now.  However, most of the earth race is not even close to that level.  If you die then you might as well have NEVER lived at all.  If you can't retain specific lessons you have learned, then it's very difficult to continue advancing through the spheres of ascension.  I think what I am saying here is that there is mass chaos and such a wide variety of issues that transgress against the very soul of this planet you call home...  I just want to bring some attention to the poor chickens who in the midst of all this horrible inhumane action against humans...the chickens are probably the least of your worries..  Maybe they deserve some attention.  After all, you may not have the power to control the events that plague this dying planet, but you do have the power to stop eating those helpless genetically produced birds of feast..  I beg of you humans to see reason.  To worship it like the god you claim to love..  If you have no love for any "God" then I beg you...  Find it within your niave atheistic heart of yours to care for the creatures of the planet that haven't made it as far as you on the evolutionary scale.  Care for them because you believe at one point that you may have been something like a chicken!!  If not for them, then do it for yourself..  Poor chickens.

Why it's important to read this blog!

I thought it pertinent...maybe even imperative to explain what it is that I intend to accomplish by Authoring the initial posts of this blog.  After the age of seven years old, I became quite "aware" of myself.  Some of the poor excuses for religious or spiritual movements of the modern age call it "waking up".  However, this is not what happened to me because I was "awakened" a very, very long time ago.  If I were to give an approximation, given that earth has a different calendar than my original place of existence, I would say several millenia has passed since the first light (first light is the metaphor used to express realizing yourself).  First off, I am not an Alien, Angel, or other fictional representation.  Other species of life do exist within the universe and even types of life that are totally incomprehensible within the human spectrum of understood senses.  What you call "Angels" do not exist in the manner that is conventionally understood.  However beings which fit those descriptions do exist and have visited earth quite a few times in the distant and relatively recent past.  As of right now, I am quite human.  "Human" is a very vague term for what you understand a human to be...  I guess I can't really explain what you wouldn't understand anyway, however I will say that within the surrounding star clusters and some relatively close solar systems, there happen to be many "variations" of the Human Race.  Most of them look quite similar to the point that if they were to covertly land on earth and decide to live here secretly..they would be able to do so without much complications.  The only real issue is medical care...  Understand that even though we make look human in every way, there are a few small differences in the inner arrangement of particular organs that; because of different evolutionary paths, have developed in severely alternate ways.  For instance, I have 3 extra rib bones and 1 extra vertebrae.  My stomach is slightly smaller and much more sensitive than that of an earth human.  The main difference though has to be in the brain and heart.  First of all, the connection between my heart and my brain is 133-173% better as far as the communication between them.  This is an evolutionary response to a spiritual practice that has persisted in my culture for millions of years (as evolution takes a very long time compared to the earth race and their "genetic" intervention that occured about 35,000 years ago).  This connection is due to the fact that consciousness is not a product of your mind and intelligence.  Consciousness is a product of DNA, and your emotional ability to take these amino acids and decode the information within by the use of biological "tools" such as your heart (which pumps blood and sends signals to the brain) and your mind (which mainly serves as a receiver and contains the neurons to allow for certain chemical reactions to activate your perceptions in order to realize the physical plane which is in fact, an illusion).  This is the prime reason I decided to begin this blog..  It is high time that all humans learn the things they would have realized if they would have been allowed to develope naturally, including the "mysteries".  The other reason I started this blog is to make known the origins of this race of humanoid that exists on this planet within the physical realm.  Unfortunately, since your ancestors were initially created through artificial means, with biological processes akin to taking sperm of an "apeman", and implanting within the eggs of a slightly more advanced specie of humans than that of your current stature, and at a particular stage injecting the fetus back into a birth mother of the advanced race.  After those first homo-sapiens were created successfully (mind you, there were many failures), they initially were sterile and could not reproduce themselves.  This was done intentionally because of population control and the supply/demand of the so called "Adam and Eve".  It is extremely important to understand that this is NOT a normal, or even tolerated practice of most species of the Galaxy.  The Adam were used mainly as a primitive worker doing everything these "gods" told them to do.  Some of these "gods" even used the Adams as pets.  The "fall of man" or Adam and Eve being kicked out of the "garden of Eden" was in fact; the science commander that was stationed here during that time had a crisis of conscious and decided to free the Adam.  Of course he couldn't doom the Adam to extinction by allowing them to remain sterile...  He created a few more females without the genetic defect and set them loose, as males were not sterilized.  Once it was realized by the military commander who was stationed here, that the Adam was self procreating, there was nothing he could do except let them.  It was then decided by a group of these "gods" that the women that were being created were quite attractive and they made the fatal mistake of mating with them and impregnating many of them.  After all, what woman wouldn't give up a chance to bed a god?  The result of these actions was the creation of a seperate blood line within the homo-sapien species.  However it's not certain whether this blood line still persists, due to the fact that once it was realized that there was a mortal sin going on by these so called "fallen angels", the king of this specie decided to cause a large enough cataclysmic effect of the atmosphere to cause what has been referred to as "the deluge" or the devastating event that human scientist have deemed the "magnetic pole reversal".  This could most certainly have been accomplished by that race.  I have been sworn to a secrecy which can be broken only if I desire a total heart sweep and my consciousness descended to the point of my original birth.  I can not say who this race is and when they might return, or even where they are now...  I can say however that there is an author of a book series that was able to decode the religious writings of the Sumerian priest caste and successfully translated the story according to his understanding.  I would like to point out at this point that although he described that event in much greater detail than I did, he wasn't able to properly translate the name of this specie.