You are the only truth worthy of love.

Do you give thought to the planet?  Love?  Worship? Your admiration and gratitude?  Have you ever even said hello?  Introduced yourself formally and expressed how much fun you have had since being incarnated here?  The Earth is the nursery of humanity, and it shall furnish the maturity of an extremely young race in order to join a larger community.  A spirit of consciousness resides within the core of this planet, that has been there since the birth of this solar system.  There are many stories of Creation and exactly how the system was formed and eventually that creation story centers on Earth itself.  I recall the Christian/Judaic mysteries, more precisely the Old Testament story of Genesis.  I could only quietly giggle the first time I heard some Catholic priest interpret the story..  Obviously if you were there then you would understand..  Those who opposed the church at that time were burned at the stake for the amusement of the various forms of demons that inhabit that AntiChrist establishment they call the Vatican.  The story of Genesis is the allegorical tale of the birth of your Sun...  "God's Son" is God's Sun...  Obviously with this in mind you can begin to decode the New Testament.  Jesus dies on the cross and resurrects three days later.  The Sun moves across the ecliptic all year at the rate of about one degree every day until December 22 where it suddenly stops (dies on the cross *N,S,E,W* of the Zodiac) and on December 25 (three days later) it suddenly starts moving the opposite direction (born again a new sun).  The ancient agricultural civilizations devoted lifetimes to the study of this subject.  They eventually Deified the great Solar light as God.  As Sun worship became less and less acceptable, the modern cultures gave the Solar Diety anthrophamorpic attributes and created the "Solar Men" of all the great religions.  Christ is such a figure...  Once again this is symbolic of a greater and more Esoteric truth that a great many people are incapable of comprehending because of their blind faith in the allegory they believe to be literal.  This is not actually their fault, it lies in the hands of the mighty Heirophants that control the world.  Your sole responsibility is to follow your heart, reason, and deductive capacity that will eventually lead you to awesome truth.  The Earth is a remnant of an epic celestial battle that raged for longer than Earth has existed.  The ancient travelers of time and space recorded these events and eventually retold these tales to a race which was genetically produced in order to propagate the wisdom and one day use it to your advantage.  The greatest mistake ever made was to allow the information to be curtailed into the hands of a few "less than capable" individuals.  When I say less than capable, what I mean to say is totally inhumane and probably totally changed from what was into what is.  I am sorry that I can not be more specific in this regard, as it directly effects you and your well being.  All I can say without being targeted, is you should research the system of laws that you adhere.  Research the current economical contengicies and especially the Federal Reserve of America.  Your government is not the rulers of your economic future.  The Federal Reserve is a private company...  That is freaky scary to think this private corporation basically owns America and America is owned by who the Federal Reserve owes...  So we must move from this topic and revert to the spirituality of the age.  I can not be the Leader or guide to your spirituality.  I can not explain God, religion, spirituality, or what you should believe.  This path is a lonely one.  You and the higher conscious are the only ones to be walking it.  Please oh please do not allow someone else's understanding of you let it corrupt the only thing that's real in this world..  The only truth that can be is you.  You are the only reality.  I love you, and love shall light the path the heart may walk...  

Share this with your friends if you found truth in these words.  Allow those who know not, to see them.

Interplanetary with Captain D eps 1

The frequency attenuators were completely over modulated and beginning to overheat as the entire matrix of what I considered reality began breaking down around me.  I started seeing...no, not seeing..  I started living in a moment that had not yet occured, whilst having all the information I needed to live within it, completely and utterly unhindered by disability or ignorance of the current status.  I was working on some kind of device with unmarked buttons and symbols of which I was totally stupified.  Somehow I was operating the instrument perfectly, hitting buttons and sequencing data of immense proportions.  Then in a flash and spin, I was in some strange fluidic environment that at first gave me the distinct impression that I was paralyzed.  In any case I was incapable of moving at all.  I couldn't even blink my eyes.  I began to ponder what specie I might have suddenly transformed into.  As I stared into the scene, trying desperately to comprehend my surroundings, I suddenly recognized my foot..  My right foot actually.  It was rather...undeveloped, regardless it was most assuredly my own.  I felt completely helpless and time seemed to stand still.  Honestly, it was absolutely terrifying to a degree that makes me shudder to even give thought to the matter.  As time lingered on, the next thing I am aware of is opening my eyes in a room that appeared as though it was medical in nature, possibly some sort of rehabilitation center.  As moment to moment passed more and more memory of the current dilemma was made known to me by my slowly returning faculties.  Most notably was my thirst and hunger.  It was then that a beautiful female creature walked through the door.  She was at least 150cm in height with a fair bluish colored skin.  Her hair was as white as virgin parchment with gold streaks in it.  Her eyes were the most beautiful shade of green and gold I had ever seen.  She began speaking to me in an unfamiliar tongue and unable to speak back in her language I asked her where I was.  She began looking through a bag in her hand and proceeded to give me a small polyurethane pellet and pointed to her ears.  I assumed it was a translating device and I mounted into my left ear.  She spoke again "there now, is that better? It would be most difficult to explain your injuries to you if you are unable to understand my words!!"  I shook my head and asked her if she could then understand me?  She explained that everyone stationed on that moon was required to equip the "key".  The device allows you to hear another's words to your understanding of them.  This improves training and social congruity exponentially as no one need learn another's language and all but the most exotic of species can communicate effectively and with its ability to correct for grammatical errors and pronunciation, no one can be offended by simple errors of tongue.  This was truly an amazing place that I had been swept away to during the disturbance I traveled through in the midst of interplanetary space travel.  I was en route to a particular system which was relatively close but the flux of heavy space and foreign particle radiation made travel difficult.  Many unknowns lie in wait out beyond the massive fields of asteroids that accompany most solar systems.  Sometimes the biggest issues come with the method of travel.  Often various species use propulsion systems that are incredibly sensitive and quite literally rupture the delicate fabric of which binds time and space to their respective planes of existence.  In fact it was this specialists opinion that a propulsion device of alien design caused my initial issue in the first place.  To be involuntarily snatched out of my existence and thrown around from this time to that one was not exactly a good time.  It also made me rather hungry..  I shall have to ask my care taker if she would accompany me for something to eat....

To be continued...

  

What would you say if I told you I am not real?

I love, therefor I am.  Is that not the attitude most individuals feel is their own?  It isn't "bad" by any means, after all it's important to feel as though you're accomplishing something good.  It helps to understand the complexity of a state of being.  Maybe that's the first point actually, that love is not an emotion or simple feeling you get.  It truly is a state of being, like taking acid, or winning the lottery and suddenly becoming rich.  I remember some time ago, I attended a church service with a woman who I can scarcely remember but I'm almost certain she was my mother at the time.  Be aware that my love for my mother was most potent, it was an incredibly long time ago and I'm not entirely sure about many details.  I do remember quite clearly something I heard the "exalted priest" exclaim with some authority (at least he felt so) that there was two kinds of love.  He called the first kind "adfectionis" (considering the temporal difference, Latin was spoken during mass) this was the "lesser love, conditional love" and I consider the term Mortal Love to be included.  This is love as you understand it...  I was confused at that time because the denotations of "unconditional" was a prerequisite to those concepts that included love, well at least that is how I understood it.  However I was quite young and dumb.  I was as ignorant as the masses that exist on this planet today.  I continued to listen as he began explaining another kind of love.  He called it "Animus infinitum".  Which I later would come to understand as the Diety itself.  Literally it means "heart without end".  However, like so much in the world of spiritual understanding, you MUST NOT take anything literally unless you are instructed to by someone you are quite certain is credible and you would without hesitation, leave your eternal soul in that persons hands.  All the holy books and writings handed down to the current generation are presented in a language of Symbolism and instructed by utilization of Allegory.  This is a concept of imperative significance if you wish to comprehend the nature of yourself and especially of life after this one.  I shall be frank with you.  Once upon a time I was instructed in the mysteries of a religion that worshipped a diety who condoned the sacrifice of human blood.  I was quite ingratiated into the finely tuned rituals and priest work involved.  As I raised through the degrees of the initiated few, it became more and more clear to me that this "diety" who I was sure existed, was in fact a myth.  I remained silent and deep within my thoughts anytime the subject was mentioned.  One day after a grueling initiation ritual in which I was to walk through a dark hallway, completely nude while the other members shouting the holy edict began throwing hot wax upon my flesh, and at the end I was to beg for a sign of my acceptance and if it was not shown, I would be slaughtered by my bretherin, by the use of agate flails at the end of blood stained whips that were kept only in this dim hallway.  I did in fact receive a "sign from the diety"...  As I would later learn, this "sign" is pre-conceived to the ritual itself by the elder council.  The first council meeting I was given the true account of the facade I had given my life too.  As space does not permit me to indulge, I shall not go into specifics here.  However I will tell you that the entire religion was a fabrication by the very men who founded the faith.  An elaborate story was constructed out of a few strides of luck and the cunning guile of the men upon the entire group of settlers.  Basically, they took control of a situation and then took full and complete advantage of an innocent gathering of folks who trusted and confided in them.  Those poor people were living in a community which took every slither of sweat, blood, and tears to maintain even the minimal amount of resources. Many infants died quickly after birth and those who lived into old age were always "chosen" for sacrifice, so that "their wisdom shall be divided through the village".  As it turned out, this was all by design.  Every detail of every citizen was discussed in full without any discretion.  The council decided who, what, where, and when for every birth, marriage, and death.  It was decided by the council, not God..  I then became adept concerning the techniques of "crowd control" and "fear mongering".  Those were dark days within my existence.  Now in this present life, I can say that I am no longer fearful or controlled by anyone except for the most Exalted ONE and my own mind.  Since the days of darkness I have been initiated into a very great many of varying mysteries.  Some of which still exist today...  I am proficient in the Christian, Judaic, Muslim, Buddhist, Hinduism, and the many Pagan Mysteries.  As one might have concluded; I am a member of many organizations of credibility and discreet extantism.  I can proudly say I grace the ranks of Freemasonry, Rosecruxian, Golden Dawn, and some others I would like to announce, however the edict and prohibitions declare that such an admission is illegal.  Mainly because the admittance of membership is an admission of the organization's existence.  Some of them you may have heard of and most likely have the wrong conception; whilst others are quite unknown to even those who pride themselves on Esoteric knowledge.  I am quite fond of the mystic traditions of the ancient persuasion and relish in my ability to perform many forms of ceremonial and lesser magics.  Sorcery is of course thought of as "make believe" or fantasy.  It is not exactly as it might appear within the movies and stories of Hollywood.  I can only say for right now that the operations of this world in the eyes of the sceptic are all logically explained by this invisible (but measurable) force or that one..  One explanation for one seemingly wild occurrence is almost always replaced by others as time moves its course.  It's a very real force..."thought".  The entire world is nothing but consciousness and mind, transmuted through the light of the sun.  This sun is the father of matter and the material universe or plane is born from thought.  A mental creation of The ONE.  Maybe in another post I shall explain more.  Please share my articles to those of like minds.  Thank you.

Surely... You must think me insane?

The very first memory I possess was something I can scarcely explain.  I have contemplated and meditated over this memory ad nauseum.  Trying so very hard to ponder the meaning of it, or make some sense of the imagery, sounds, and textures.  It always frightens me a little, because my recollection of the event was that of a very scary time.  I must first admit to the reader that even though I may appear as a "normal" human being, and in many ways I am, however this was not always the case.  Although I have never been the awesome fantasies that many popularized Hollywood movies and the various extra terrestrial "sightings" or "abductees" might boast of, however the reality is much more interesting (of course I have a biased opinion).  It began on a planet which is relatively close by galactic standards.  The closest spelling that approximates the pronunciation of the word we called our world would be Kylanxia (Q-eye-Lon-ack-ee-ahh), which orbits a star quite close to Sol, called Sirius on this world.  However that is not our name for the star.  Also to say that our planet orbited Sirius is a misstatement as Sirius is a Tri-nary system.  Meaning there are 3 stars which orbit each other quite closely.  Right now the earth scientist are only aware of two, Sirius A and B.  Sirius A is a blue giant and B is a much smaller red dwarf that orbits quite rapidly its larger companion.  Sirius C (as it would be named) is unpronounceable in human tongue, however it is a much smaller proto-star which is closer to a brown dwarf than to a solar entity.  My Kylanxia orbits this hot ball of gas at a very slow rate.  This is an especially important feature as it is unknown to most humans, the revolution speed of a planets orbit colors the psychology of the aging processes of the conscious specie living there.  Every year on our planet is 13 years here.  We age accordingly.  Childhood lasted for me a lifetime of human years.  The biggest question I was asked when confronted for the first time here on earth was "does the entire race appear as I do?"  The answer is yes.  We appear human.  Anatomy is quite similar, however the genetic differences are abundant.  It appears in every way conceivable that the Kylanxian structure is quite superior.  However we do not "live forever".  I eventually died here on earth many millenia ago during a vastly different age of this planet.  The biggest regret I have is deciding to remain here to be reincarnated as a hybrid being all those many years ago.  My longevity lost to many cycles of adaptation to this worlds solar period.  However being that my home race was truly biological and naturally evolved to that point, our understanding of what this plane of existence actually entails, my memory of each life stays in tact...(for the most part).  Memory is still memory, and things are forgotten if they are not utilized.  I have lost many interesting utilities I once possessed and I have gained others.  I may never know exactly what I am doing here and why the hell I came in the first place.  I am not alone though. I am positive that it is not merely for my benefit or gain and not for fun and pleasure either.  I believe it has to do with the fact that less than 1% of this entire world's population understands the truth about mans true origins, the ethereal realm, and of matters beyond the base.  This world is being taken hostage by a select few who have claimed it at the expense of the masses.  Soon there will be a great change and a possibility of other races of humanoid beings will discover earth and make this eras "first contact".  It will be in this "New World Order" (I know many are afraid of this term but I assure you it is not to be feared) that finally the whole of humanity will be lifted up into an entirely different paradigm of ascendant possibility, and prosperous times.

Are you getting enough awake?

Is it because I open my heart and silence my mind, that I hear It's voice?  In the piano keys of Chopin,  the same words I hear from the symphony at the lead of Mozart.  I see the words when those colors of  Da' Vinci's brush hath struck that canvas...  The words of the Creator are felt when I am immersed in a Shakespearian drama, and my heart pounds against the bones in my chest so hard that I fear they shall fail me.  My eyes are saturated and can not hold back tears of complete euphoria as the greatest vibratory state known racks my entire body..  Shocking me as if I had my genetalia wired to an automobile electrical system.  My every sense completely violated and paralyzed as that awesome power fills me to the brim..  Again I ask you, in all seriousness..  Why is this so?  I look upon work of man, divinely inspired it may be...still only the work of humans.  Does the institution of infinitum complete the fabric of humanity by ensuring its consciousness stay abreast of what can be considered true, only by those individuals for which there can only be a single of them?  It then can be ascertained that fewer still are those that grovel in an incapacitated state as the recognition of such intracasies are but squandered about.  Anyone can look upon a work of divine inspiration...knowing of The Creator in a true way.  Knowing and comprehending the splendid Monad up to its inconceivable nature for which no one can know.  The unknowable, unmentionable, unspeakable, and completely invisible ONE.  The start before the beginning and the after just concluding the end.  It is the mirror of dreams which glances up itself standing inside of itself glancing into the mirror of itself.  The infinity can only be calculated and Monad being ever present is the only one to understand what can never be fully appreciated.  Finite can never know that which is not.  Is it that I am not finite?  Is this why the ever present One Mind can be identified by my eyes, ears, and mind?  Does even the conscious that is not infinitely existing, be existing yet within the infinite spectrum if only momentarily?  Just a fleeting space of emotion in which reality becomes as objective as the Living Mind can operate...  Sharing a moment with The One.  Have you ever witnessed a moment like that?  Have you ever been in the objective reality?  Taking a look around a place that neither seems real or unreal?  Being there and somehow not?  Like a dream...however you know that it is not..you are aware of the presence of magnificence and time has altered itself into a state of stagnancy.  This is a moment that many individuals speak of in wild speculation and theory.  They talk...  However they are not comprehending the full gravity of what this moment means.  It is referred to in this new age as "waking up".  Coming into the real world.  Remembering the pattern.  Realizing the reason..  If you listen to what I say...  Then understand when I say this:  you need to wake up my friends.

Those poor chickens...

There is a particular type of ferocious and passionate genocidal behavior that occurs during a time of uncertainty with the food humans eat.  I shall use the latest case of human idiocy to declare my unendingly wise and persuasive psychological viewpoint.  Not but a few days ago, somewhere in the asshole of India or China..  A worker in a chicken factory became very ill.  I quickly would like to explain exactly what one of these "chicken factories" are:  a place where genetically modified chickens (usually so incredibly bulky that it was born without the ability to be mobile) are created, stuffed into a cage big enough to fit their grown bodies (since they "grow" chickens constantly, they know the exact measurements the cage needs to have), and then fed a genetically modified corn feed that contains every kind of bulk inducing steroid and "enhancement" you can think of.  When they are "of age", which doesn't take long, they are placed on a conveyor belt (they can't move at all because of their size...and the fact that they don't know how to walk...the only friend they have is a feeding tube), and then injected with certain preservatives and other disinfectives, that coincidently stop their hearts and they die quite quickly...which coincidently is easily the most humane piece of this puzzle.  The oversized deceased bird moves down the conveyor to the slaughter house section that I find hard to speak about and I will have to ask you to research that part yourself (as I implore you to do with all that I say).  The meat collected from these unfortunate poultry, is then sent to various factories within the United States and Europe.  I'm not entirely sure exactly what companies use this meat (KFC, Chik'Fi'La, Bo'Jangles, Popeyes, and many others), but I can not eat any sort of animal flesh without hunting and taking the beast's life myself...  It is a ritual meant to connect you with the animal and with God.  It absolves you of the mortal Sin of feasting upon animal flesh without thanking the beast, fish, or fowl from which it was taken.  Life is precious and love is the force of which it depends.  Almost every wrong doing is redeemable, especially if you are ignorant of the transgression to begin with.  As I am finding out, many humans are really quite ignorant of all they hold dear.  It's hard to imagine...  A whole civilization that lives completely out of sync with planet upon which it is situated..  The funny part is that you don't even have a way of leaving the planet.  Which means that very soon, if things aren't changed, the planet will decide to end the human race which continually desecrate, destroy, and voluntarily commit mass murder or other extreme acts of ignorance, superstition, and fear!!  Earth is actually alive.  It is a human being like you!  Except that it's form on the physical plane is quite different than your own.  However, if you could revert to your natural state, which is inherently ethereal, you and the greater consciousness that you call earth, would look exactly like yourself.  Of course it might be a little ragged looking..  Anyway, I can say with complete confidence that I don't mind dying..  I can be reborn into another being quite quickly and remember all that I know now.  However, most of the earth race is not even close to that level.  If you die then you might as well have NEVER lived at all.  If you can't retain specific lessons you have learned, then it's very difficult to continue advancing through the spheres of ascension.  I think what I am saying here is that there is mass chaos and such a wide variety of issues that transgress against the very soul of this planet you call home...  I just want to bring some attention to the poor chickens who in the midst of all this horrible inhumane action against humans...the chickens are probably the least of your worries..  Maybe they deserve some attention.  After all, you may not have the power to control the events that plague this dying planet, but you do have the power to stop eating those helpless genetically produced birds of feast..  I beg of you humans to see reason.  To worship it like the god you claim to love..  If you have no love for any "God" then I beg you...  Find it within your niave atheistic heart of yours to care for the creatures of the planet that haven't made it as far as you on the evolutionary scale.  Care for them because you believe at one point that you may have been something like a chicken!!  If not for them, then do it for yourself..  Poor chickens.

Why it's important to read this blog!

I thought it pertinent...maybe even imperative to explain what it is that I intend to accomplish by Authoring the initial posts of this blog.  After the age of seven years old, I became quite "aware" of myself.  Some of the poor excuses for religious or spiritual movements of the modern age call it "waking up".  However, this is not what happened to me because I was "awakened" a very, very long time ago.  If I were to give an approximation, given that earth has a different calendar than my original place of existence, I would say several millenia has passed since the first light (first light is the metaphor used to express realizing yourself).  First off, I am not an Alien, Angel, or other fictional representation.  Other species of life do exist within the universe and even types of life that are totally incomprehensible within the human spectrum of understood senses.  What you call "Angels" do not exist in the manner that is conventionally understood.  However beings which fit those descriptions do exist and have visited earth quite a few times in the distant and relatively recent past.  As of right now, I am quite human.  "Human" is a very vague term for what you understand a human to be...  I guess I can't really explain what you wouldn't understand anyway, however I will say that within the surrounding star clusters and some relatively close solar systems, there happen to be many "variations" of the Human Race.  Most of them look quite similar to the point that if they were to covertly land on earth and decide to live here secretly..they would be able to do so without much complications.  The only real issue is medical care...  Understand that even though we make look human in every way, there are a few small differences in the inner arrangement of particular organs that; because of different evolutionary paths, have developed in severely alternate ways.  For instance, I have 3 extra rib bones and 1 extra vertebrae.  My stomach is slightly smaller and much more sensitive than that of an earth human.  The main difference though has to be in the brain and heart.  First of all, the connection between my heart and my brain is 133-173% better as far as the communication between them.  This is an evolutionary response to a spiritual practice that has persisted in my culture for millions of years (as evolution takes a very long time compared to the earth race and their "genetic" intervention that occured about 35,000 years ago).  This connection is due to the fact that consciousness is not a product of your mind and intelligence.  Consciousness is a product of DNA, and your emotional ability to take these amino acids and decode the information within by the use of biological "tools" such as your heart (which pumps blood and sends signals to the brain) and your mind (which mainly serves as a receiver and contains the neurons to allow for certain chemical reactions to activate your perceptions in order to realize the physical plane which is in fact, an illusion).  This is the prime reason I decided to begin this blog..  It is high time that all humans learn the things they would have realized if they would have been allowed to develope naturally, including the "mysteries".  The other reason I started this blog is to make known the origins of this race of humanoid that exists on this planet within the physical realm.  Unfortunately, since your ancestors were initially created through artificial means, with biological processes akin to taking sperm of an "apeman", and implanting within the eggs of a slightly more advanced specie of humans than that of your current stature, and at a particular stage injecting the fetus back into a birth mother of the advanced race.  After those first homo-sapiens were created successfully (mind you, there were many failures), they initially were sterile and could not reproduce themselves.  This was done intentionally because of population control and the supply/demand of the so called "Adam and Eve".  It is extremely important to understand that this is NOT a normal, or even tolerated practice of most species of the Galaxy.  The Adam were used mainly as a primitive worker doing everything these "gods" told them to do.  Some of these "gods" even used the Adams as pets.  The "fall of man" or Adam and Eve being kicked out of the "garden of Eden" was in fact; the science commander that was stationed here during that time had a crisis of conscious and decided to free the Adam.  Of course he couldn't doom the Adam to extinction by allowing them to remain sterile...  He created a few more females without the genetic defect and set them loose, as males were not sterilized.  Once it was realized by the military commander who was stationed here, that the Adam was self procreating, there was nothing he could do except let them.  It was then decided by a group of these "gods" that the women that were being created were quite attractive and they made the fatal mistake of mating with them and impregnating many of them.  After all, what woman wouldn't give up a chance to bed a god?  The result of these actions was the creation of a seperate blood line within the homo-sapien species.  However it's not certain whether this blood line still persists, due to the fact that once it was realized that there was a mortal sin going on by these so called "fallen angels", the king of this specie decided to cause a large enough cataclysmic effect of the atmosphere to cause what has been referred to as "the deluge" or the devastating event that human scientist have deemed the "magnetic pole reversal".  This could most certainly have been accomplished by that race.  I have been sworn to a secrecy which can be broken only if I desire a total heart sweep and my consciousness descended to the point of my original birth.  I can not say who this race is and when they might return, or even where they are now...  I can say however that there is an author of a book series that was able to decode the religious writings of the Sumerian priest caste and successfully translated the story according to his understanding.  I would like to point out at this point that although he described that event in much greater detail than I did, he wasn't able to properly translate the name of this specie.