A secret that few know.

Do you feel it?  When you lay down in bed and close your weary eyes..  When all is as quiet as can be..  There it is.  A quaint and almost indistinguishable whisper that is mistaken for silence.  A low hum in the background of nothingness.  It screams through the voice of a long lost wave length that carries on the buzz of the dormant electrons swirling about in the atoms of the oxygen molecules that fill the air in your room.  They sweep across the darkness behind your eyelids and wave at your unseeing eyes.  Dancing a vibrant ballet within the darkened tubes that make up the pupils, and tricking them into opening just a bit more...  This light ricochets back and forth down the refracting lens and into the impossibly complex portions of your brain that perceive the billions of bytes of data you process every day..  It vibrates through your ear drums and into the tubes that connect to your brain in very much the same way..  Like a double whammy of invisible and imperceptible god like computer software that is designed to slowly lull you into sleep, so that maybe you might accidently access that inaccessible portion of your thoughts that make the true mind.  So that dreaming a dream is no longer an innocent and involuntary action, but a purposeful and meaningful trip into a realm of which was previously unknown to you.  The place where you go when beings of this physical plane mistakingly pronounce you as "passed on".  An ethereal realm of manifestation and realization.  Not like the dreams you experience when you sleep, but like some never ending acid trip on steroids.  A place where you remember what it was to know the unknowable.  To have the understanding of all that you have ever known.  This energy you find yourself in is the other half of your own consciousness.  The "female" half.  When I say "female"..  I do not mean like the way you see here on earth.  I do not mean gender in a physical manner..but a mental one.  To "live"...is to be energy and conscious of your life.  That you are existing and moving through this existence while having experiences which allow you to gain wisdom.  To have an existence in this physical realm is to be in the "male" energy...living day to day and learning as much as you can.  When you "pass" from this world, you do not die!  You simply follow the rules of rythm and alternate back to the "female" energy..  Think of the "ying-yang" symbol.  To be "male" is to gain wisdom.. To be "female" is to gain understanding...  Remember I'm not speaking about male and female as a sex...but as an energetic being of consciousness.  When you have made the male a female and the female a male.  When one is like the other and the other is like the one.  When the upper is like the lower and the lower like the upper.... When you make the two....ONE.  One being of both wisdom AND understanding.  This is when the marriage of the spiritual and the mental being (as physical is just an illusion). You will know and comprehend yourself.  I believe that is when you allow yourself to manifest within what humans have called "Heaven".  When you may finally know the great ONE.  The Father.  The Creator of all.  That splendid ALL that all was birthed.  I can not be certain that this is truly the way my friends...  However I met a messenger once a long time ago..  When men were still young and the others were here on earth.  It told me this story as I drifted off to sleep that final sleep.  It told me that I completed the journey once before and that I was to remember this one day.  Earlier this morning as I was in deep meditation I was brought once again away from my body into some strange alternative place.  I walked endlessly through an abstract landscape with all manner of creatures from brightly colored kittens to black skinned hell hounds that towered over me like some prehistoric monster.  However I feared naught because of a presence I felt.  The ONE caressed my thoughts with a feeling that I needed to keep walking...  My destination was near.  I came to a great light..  A universe approached me from the center that took the shape of a gigantic mind.  It spoke to me in a tune of some musical composition that filled me with a knowing.  It showed me information in a vacuum of pure consciousness where I had no vision and no ears to hear a sound, save but the sweet tones of this universal mind.  Then I fell asleep.  When I awoke I was inside my room sitting straight up in my bed and 7 hours had passed..  I felt as though I just had the greatest nights sleep ever and all was absolutely perfect.  I contemplated what had just occured..  Trying to comprehend the event step by step.  I was trying to replay it so that I could gather whether or not this experience was real.  In the end it mattered naught..  I know that I am cared for by something I can not hope to ever fully understand.  I know that I am in tune with this force of all pervading knowledge and that I shall continue my path.  I also know that I am not special and that every one of you are welcome to the same treatment.  All you have but to do is look inside and outside for the answers.  Do not rely on a church or some holy man.  Put your faith into yourself and for each of us to do the same.  Let us love one another again and reconnect with our true self...which is all of us.  To love another is to love yourself.  To hurt another, is to hurt yourself.  All is you.  We must not forget that we are truly one. We are all that is, was, and ever will be..  We should begin aspiring to such a grand title...this is what we are here for.