Slaves do not wear chains anymore. They have jobs.

I remember it.  I'm not crazy.  I have not only seen these things with my own eyes but I remember the smell of the atmosphere..  The temperature of the air...  I can feel what I felt in a strange "phantom pain"..  I think it's quite humorous that I elected to introduce psychiatry into my life by means of psycho-analytical therapy.  The first time it was suggested, was an attempt to calm my increasingly psychotic ramblings of the status-quo, with economic, military, and political points regarding this country and the violation of the masses that allow the "few" or as Occupy Wallstreet called them "the 1%", to exist at all.  In order to find some peace within myself, I had to seek out someone who could realign my priorities by allowing me to hear myself and identify what I was doing.  It wasn't as easy as I thought it would be.  Understand completely, that the issues I protest concerning the rape of 99% of the human life on this planet is not a joke...it's not a falsehood that you and almost anyone who has the mind to read this, is being spiritually, mentally, and in a way, physically RAPED...  (By physically I mean on this plane of existence that you think is physical reality).  Don't you find it strange that you're forced to pay money to people just to live on this planet?  Have you ever even thought about that?  Hasn't that injustice ever crossed your mind at all??  You were born on this planet through no fault of your own and instead of being allowed to decide how you want to live your own life, a very select few people have decided that in order for you to be considered "normal" and not a threat to society, you must go to a public school (realize that I am speaking for "regular" folks who are unable to afford luxuries that allow for an advanced way of life available to less than 1% of America), after an extremely "low rent" under achiever education that basically doesn't teach you anything at all, you must get a very low paying job while trying your hardest to acquire as much debt as possible (school, house, car, kids), then find a career that will allow you to start paying off that debt for THE REST OF YOUR LIFE....  Unless you are "lucky" and have insurance covering your earthly affairs, then your children get to take it over when you pass on.  This is your, and everyone else's entire destiny on this planet forever and ever.  It's been going on now for quite some time in several different capacities.  The implications of this are incredibly far reaching.  However almost every earth human has no idea that this is going on.  They don't even "believe" in their eternal ethereal and true self.  They actually think that after this life is over that they have nothing to worry about...  They don't realize that because of this cycle I've just explained, they shall be "wiped clean", their memories taken away for the power and knowledge they hold, and their completely clear (and useless) empty soul will be thrown into the blender to pop out wherever it may.  Usually close to the same place they were.  They are not totally without substance as it does give advantage to the elite to allow them enough memory to give them instances of Deja Vu and religious experience.  It makes them easier to control and allows for those billions of people to continue serving the few.  If everyone could see this and weep for the reality which is being played out, I am quite confident that humans would change.  They would lead different lives and the "few" would have no choice but to acquiesce.  The only reason they control you now is because you actually believe you are in control because you're doing all those things I mentioned above.  You think because there are no chains wrapped around your hands and feet that you are not a slave...  That because you can "go where you will" that you are free!   You are not allowed to "just live"...  You're not allowed to accept your birth rite!!  That important concept which states that you are free and belong to no one but the ALL creator.  That you may live as you will, taking only what you require to be completely comfortable and healthy.  No one is allowed to claim the earths land and resources, in order to exploit their usefulness and sell them to everyone which creates oppression.  No one should be permitted to take precedence or ownership over anyone else.  I am truly sorry that this has occurred.  That it has gone this far without anyone to quell the greed and runaway horror that these "few" are inflicting on you.  It's sad that there are so many who would defend their truly gruesome way of life...destroying their soul in exchange for the rite to be a slave and work for something they would have been given freely!!  I am completely frustrated by these humans..  It is the REAL reason I need therapy.

Part one: The first time I was human.

It was love that drove the Adam and the Eve from the "paradise", where they walked with the Elohim.  It's that old story in the Old Testament in which we all heard for the first time in Sunday school or the Temple youth class or wherever you may have had the first lessons of the faith your parents or guardians practiced.  It's not the faith you decided to practice though..  If you were given a choice in the matter, you most likely rejected the concept of organized religion instinctively..  Do you ever wonder why that is?  Why would a child elect what would be considered by most, a godless path?  What the adults did not realize, and you may have had several opinions at the time, because being a child means being spiritually wise, but not necessarily conventionally candid with yourself, the adult did not see the brilliance of the truth of your actions because they were too worried with your reasoning...and of course, the misguided concept of rejection of Gods word.  When you were a child, you possessed an inherent quality of the soul, and the incredible ability to sense truth.  As a child you are still being guided by misunderstood knowledge of an invisible self that may manifest itself as an "imaginary friend" or a highly active "imagination" and sense of creativity.  Having long lost those abilities and extra-sensory perceptions, they can't possibly understand what is going on.  If only they could see what you did.  When I first descended through the spheres of the "heavens" into the world of the physical plane.  I began passing through the atmosphere, and control of my path was lost, and I fell asleep.  I only awoke as a very strange and unsettling phenomena took ahold of me and pulled me through what seemed to be a long tunnel.  Suddenly I was cold...  The light was terribly bright and I could not discern what was occurring.  I had but no control and no understanding of the place I had appeared.  Then I could feel my entire being beginning to get tighter and tighter until with a thrash I belted out with what could only be described as a mighty thunderous yell!!  Well actually it was just a babies cry, but to me it sounded as if the supreme one itself were setting off some kind of divine bomb.  It was at that moment when my lungs filled with earths air for the first time and it was magical in all respects to every life before.  That next moment was the happiest I had ever been on this planet since..  The doctor wrapped my naked body in a warm towel and handed me to a woman who I would come to know as the entity which facilitated my dream of physical existence..  My mother.  The woman that birthed me into this incredibly strange and cruel world that has forgotten what love is.  Though I can say that not every human is this way, and completely ignorant of love.  I can even say that many practice all the time and could easily make a habit of it.  However, I have seen enough to realize that it was not to be a vacation, that my manifestation to the physical plane was committed for purpose and for acedemia.  There was much to learn and apparently much to teach.  So a number of years later as I grew from delicate to breaking delicates, this family I was given decided to expose me to "the church".  I wasn't entirely sure what sort of place it was and the purpose it served.  I do remember really enjoying it because I was left in something called "the nursery" while my parents attended a strange ritual called "service".  I was not concerned at the time only because I knew that mom and dad were very smart humans, and whatever it was that was going on couldn't be bad.  Plus my grandma and great grandma were the nursery attendants and I basically was treated as a god in "gods house", and of course I wasn't completely aware of the irony of my situation, but being a fan of humor (especially of the offensive nature) I inherently enjoyed every moment.  It wasn't until my 5th solar period that my parents asked me to go with them up the stairs and into the service hall.  I was excited at first, as we came in I saw all the other adults in their seats and dressed up.  I felt like I was being honored or something.  We sat up front because I asked to, being anxious to learn everything I can about this weird ritual.  Once we sat down I quickly began scanning the room.  Investigating each wall, crevice, and especially the symbols.  There was symbolism everywhere as it was a hotspot for members of an organization called the FreeMasons.  A lodge in that area apparently agreed to attend the same church.  I wasn't aware of that organization at the time, even though I was perfectly aware of the teachings, practice, and theory of it.  As the service  began, I felt the surge of emotion and almost screamed out loud.  I caught myself though and I remained silent.  I knew immediately what this was and the reason I suddenly felt compelled to remove myself from its lessons.  The priest stood and welcomed everyone and I whispered to my mother that I needed to pee.  She wasn't happy about it considering she asked if I had to go before we ventured up there.  However it was the only way I could deter her from the area.  We went downstairs and I turned around and began telling my mom that this place was not what she thinks.  That we should leave immediately because we were all in danger of being mislead.  She wouldn't listen..  She began getting angry and frustrated with me as I plead with her to see reason.  If only I had the words at that time to explain the things I was feeling!  The language of the Supreme ALL is emotion.  It is a billion words, a million sounds, and one hundred thousand pictures all conveniently compressed into a single feeling.  This is the true language of intelligence and reason.  The fact that I could not properly communicate this expression I so desperately was unveiling to her, meant she was incapable of comprehending it at that time.  I asked if I could stay in the nursery and she accepted.  For the next half hour I pondered a way to explain my position and knew what I had to say.

The Female principle and its superiority.

There have been a select few individuals here on earth since the great cataclysm that is mentioned by most every religion, myth, and legend, who, have gained an incredible insight and knowledge concerning a brief period of this planets history.  Humans tend to think of themselves as the master of earth, and that the Supreme Diety fashioned her specifically for man and his insatiable need to prove himself.  To be perfectly clear:  this is a blatant falsehood in the most perverse manner.  That little tidbit was a moronic view dispatched to the Judeo Christian "Vatican" type world and its constituents.    It was first thought of by a human Male...  Yes ladies, a man is completely helpless and quite dumb when it comes to this plane of existence.  If you are unfamiliar with the energy termed "Gender", I shall attempt to explain this now;  this will probably perturb most of my male audience as it is often a misunderstood topic and if read with an improper understanding of what is being explained, will most assuredly cause riots among men if publicly exhibited.  Gender is in everything.  Everything is masculine AND feminine.  The masculine thing has aspects of the feminine thing within it.  Those that seem wholly female, have just as much male therein.  Gender manifests itself on the physical plane as "sex". However sex and gender are not necessarily the same thing, and this is quite difficult to explain in a sense that humans are unable relate to because you are, unfortunately, slightly undeveloped race as of yet, and most individuals are completely ignorant of scientific properties of the microcosm and macrocosm.  Humans are mostly concerned with themselves and other things of relative size and importance.  The only things that are available to use as examples that have direct "scientific" proof are either infanteccismally small or rather gargantuan.  We shall be using the atom as an example.  Every single atom in this universe is made of negative and positive parts.  The "male" or positive and the "female" or negative..  The reason they are distinguished in such a manner is because all electromagnetic energy is "birthed" from the negative (female) pole of the atom.  Since the basic connotation of negative and positive are somewhat distorted from the original definition, and positive has taken the "strong, forward, giver, up" role, and negative is somehow "weak, backwards, taker, down" role.  This is extremely far from the truth.  Electrons are negative in nature and are what electricity is made of.  In this aspect, a great many incredibly intelligent individuals have come to begin calling the negative pole by the new name of "cathode".  The mother of electromagnetism is the Feminine Principle and the Male principle in this case is the "taker or receiver".  The whole of creation owes their existence to the feminine principle, and truth be known, the first part of your soul (or your true self) to forget your divinity is the Male soul.  Understand that every soul is half and half, and it's easy to see this within humans.  Babies are quite feminine as new borns.  Obviously humans do not emerge from the birthing canal looking to gain worldly power and taking charge of the situation..  They are quite content to passively observe and gain understanding of their situation.  This is the whole basis of the female soul within man.  The male soul seeks knowledge to use, and the female soul seeks understanding.  The balance of both is the perfection of what is called "Reason".  Without which the human race would never have made it this far.  Most likely you would still be navigating by the stars and arguing about whether the world was flat or round.  If you are still confused (which is likely due to my horrible explanation) or would like a much better understanding of these principles, I recommend looking up "The Tree of Life" in Quballa, or even the "Tarot cards" (the full explanation of the Major Arcana, or Mystery School explanations).  It's also quite necessary to look into Hermetics and the philosophy of the the Great Hermes Trismegistus (thrice born/great).

The Great Secret... Read at your own peril.

I remember a time of ancient origin, of a time that I can not begin to comprehend or even determine if it was not but a simple dream..  A dream of another world, where a simpler people ruled and no one knew of technology or the arts, reading, and writing.  It was peaceful yet dangerous, and always very frightening.  Moments would pass, and I but a young soul learned all I could.  If you could remember your soul...  Your lives long past and even more forgotten.  Would you change your current path?  Would you adopt a new philosophy to obtain peace for your soul?  Take into consideration the horrible things that you might have done in this life, and then consider that you may have committed similar acts in past lives, and also realize the incredible feelings associated with horrible actions.  Think of violence 777 times over...  Do you think you could continue?  Would you not give anything to forget the pain of a thousand lives?  Sometimes it is exactly as that.  Most times it is not.  Life is experience plus love and time...  Whether it's negative love (hate) or positive, that's entirely up to you.  However the equation remains constant as most equations of absolute law do.  The experience we gain is affected directly by the love we exhibit.  Our knowledge is the factor which stands alone.  Always ever increasing, and being prepared to be forgotten..  The Universe is a being inside of a being on a planet that exists within a solar system of corresponding size and dimension...one of many others within that Universe ad infinum...  This is the great secret.  You and all others exist within that Universe.  This is quite difficult to explain at length but can be summarized quite quickly and efficiently with one sentence: The ALL is MIND, the Universe is mental, held within the Mind of The ALL.  So this Universe is the mental projection of an objective reality held within the mind of the true self (whoever you may be), and this true self is experiencing an almost identical reality to what you are experiencing, however the fact that this subjective reality is altogether an illusion, you can then alter the reality in this subjective dimension with the power of mental transmutation and a comprehension of the laws of its use.  This alteration that you perform will be experienced by the true self and thereby altering this subjective plane of physicality.  Again, this is quite a complex and extremely difficult process that absolutely requires the comprehension of every single Esoteric principle, concept, and explanation of the Mysteries.  This is not an impossible task however...  I would also take a moment to warn you:  those that wish the wisdom of the Arcana and the knowledge  therein, are subject to the Laws.  I suggest you follow the codex and prescribe to a holy and sacred doctrine of striving to remain in wisdom of light and love..  Should you stray the path and commit sins against the wisdom, in the wisdoms name, the ancient ones that rule over the evil sorcerers and dark magicians of past era's shall descend the "spheres" of existence and totally obliterate you...enslaving you to an eternity of servitude in their worship.  I can assure you that this is not a joke.  It is not a falsehood or exaggeration of any kind.  Many of my fellow hermeticist, alchemist, and magic using bretherin have fallen short of their incredible destinies and are now in service to a force I find hard to even fathom.  I leave you now to meditate on the Mysteries...

A quick word concerning me.

I am often asked certain questions based on particular qualities or appearances I exhibit in effort to express my unique personality and values.  Normally the issue of religion peeks its way through the inquiries of philosophy and personal quibs, such as; sexual preference, penis size, living arrangement, and if I have children.  I love being interviewed...  I guess I can admit quite plainly that my favorite subject is myself, mostly because of my ability to impress and show off my intellect, vernacular, and elegant manner of arrangement topics pertaining to myself in a coherent and easily comprehendible exhibition.  The question regarding religion is a big disappointment to the inquirer on most occasions.  The answer happens to be "all of them".  To which I can offer no easy embellishment because the subject is not easy to embellish on.  It constitutes hours worth of teaching the basic concepts of each religion, so that I can fill the next few days with comprehensive esoteric denotations regarding each specific "mystery" (the esoteric name for religion's concept story which is symbolic in nature and explained through allegorical tale).  This is normally no small task that is met with extreme predujice and emotions of a very hostile nature...  If you explain a religion that dates three thousand years before Christ, and it's the same exact story as Christ, except different names and dates, the "true believer in Christ" normally gets very angry and believes you are exhibiting a falsehood of some kind in order to further disturb or perturb them.  This is not true however..  It's just that Christ is not a true story, it's simply a symbolic version of an allegorical tale which was supposed to inspire and control the simpletons and enlighten the elite.  However the esoteric meaning is what truly counts and that...that is a true and definite thing that is very real and has definite meaning in a real way.  It's how you become God...  I know that most people will disagree or something...  But this is very true.  There is God within you and without you.  A subjective AND objective reality.  Maybe we can lead each other to the promised land...  You can teach me to be a human and I can teach you a few secrets for your trouble.

A Kxylanthia'n wish. A plea to the earth race.

If a human can be divine through a process, and by that knowledge, proceed to instruct others in that same process.  How could they know if the human, or in this case, group of humans decided to withhold that knowledge?  How could they know?  How could they "impeach" the controllers, and reclaim the essence of their divinity?  How could they do it?  How could a human determine that what I speak is truth?  How could any human, denied the knowledge of my existence, and all existence that resembles me, possibly put their faith in something which I can not give any reason, logic, or proof of?  A highly denied specie, denied of truth and stripped of ability to have faith.  They believe the physical plane of worldly power is the truth of reality and not the illusion.  It has wrought violence, hate, predujice of difference, sexism, greed, and a flurry of religions and philosophies that heavily obscure and in some cases, completely denies the sacred reality of spirit.  If the earth race of human realized they were actually immortal ethereal beings, which in reality are infinitely powerful and needed not the power, money, and worldly possessions of the physical plane, the crime and senseless violence could ultimately be obliterated.  Peace, unity, and harmony would finally be realized...  Of course those that enjoy a high station here, like world leaders, high ranking politicians and military officers, religious leaders, and Fortune 500 owners, would never ever want to relinquish that power.  They would totally object and deny this because it means they can no longer be superior to you.  If you were asked to allow your neighbors to access your bank account, car keys, and home at their leisure, in an effort to sustain "fairness" and help those less fortunate or hard working as yourself, you can agree that it does not sound all that great...  You might be inclined to object and deny the argument in favor of keeping everything you feel you have worked really hard for.  It is understandable and I being a relative outsider, and coming from a place that never lost the truth, can see that side of the coin as well.  However, the reward of giving away the illusion (albeit a pretty persistent and realistic one) in favor of reality, is the ultimate prize.  Truth, light, love, and knowledge of true divinity..  I can not stress the importance, and it just seems sad that I might experience death for the very first time here on this earth...  I might leave the physical plane and when I return, be wiped clean and start fresh because of the imbalance of illusion to reality surrounding the quintessence here on this planet.  I may not have enough time to reach anyone...  Maybe I should have approached humanity before I became human myself..  Forever altering my chances of the earth race ever truly seeing me in order to believe me..  I ask for your forgiveness, my dear reader, for I was not fully aware of the situation here and I do regret my actions.  Regret is something I've never felt before.  Now it haunts me at every moment and it may be what keeps me from incarnating completely.  Possibly forgetting all my knowledge forever.  Now another feeling I have not felt does fill me...fear.  The beginning is nigh my friends, and I shall not see it, and I shall loathe the beings responsible, in error of course..  For humans are not responsible, for it was Devils who must have deserted you here.

For my reader of true value...

Come come...  Children of despots, ignorants, thieves, fiercely illogical, and begging for any and all.  Those that are the offspring of followers, and of disease, death, and demonic forces.  The youngers of wicked, malefic, bothered, criminally intent and unclean...  I do love.  I do love unconditionally for I doth but love..  I love for thy being is unspeakably coerced by reasoning of thy highest nature.  Glory is thy future and presently doth perused my logic in multitudes of existence for existence is most assuredly glorious in all realities.  Oh does existence find me in love, and does love find its existence within me.  And does love know glory for shame does inhabit those that love?  Those that love for its sake of doing by ones interpretation of the privilege?  The alpha is but found within omega as those stations reversed is agreeable to the degree that they are indistinguishable.  It is by that correspondence we can most definitely correlate glory presiding within shame and the opposites justified.  It stems to find reason in correspondence, and the polarities of opposites.

I wish the presentation of my efforts at instruction could be clearer.  Maybe slightly less esoteric in its construction.  I wish it to be this way, and I could easily explain in clear, easy, and mentally non-confrontational words.  This is the great conundrum of my part on this planet, within this time, and part of this culture.  I am but a traveler of time and space, but mostly a traveler of thought and spirit.  The ethereal reality exist as you allow the physical to.  This physical plane is created by patterns of consciousness in the act of thought...  The ethereal exist without thought, and without pattern.  It simply exists....objective and sustained whether you participate in its presence or not.  So you see that I MUST speak (or in this case write) in such a manner as to subconsciously alert those faculties which govern the acknowledgement of that reality which is objectively true and substantial, as opposed to the illusion which you, with the help of all consciousness, has created for a purpose which I believe to be outdated and extinct.  The philosophy of experience has backfired on consciousness to the degree that consciousness has forgot it's divinity (immortality) and in the process of casting off those physical "shells" it forgets all that it has known and learned within that lifetime of the shell.  Suddenly in the next life, you have an incredibly persistent illusion which for all intents and purposes is now the "true reality"!!  This is so absolutely reverse, perverse, obscene, unclean, and any other ryhme or reason that equates with "bad" or "blatantly false" you can think of.  You must understand that you or any other truly sentient and conscious being is in reality, a photonic presence or put simply; a being of light or energy..  However such an existence is hardly appropriate for learning the basic concepts of the physical plane.  Light on the 3rd dimensional level is much to complex and subatomic to grasp the slow moving macroscopic universe located within that dimension.  Therefore the concept of descending through the levels of being was a necessary function to learn and (in respect) "earn" your immortality.  Quite simply, not every being swept into sentience is automatically all wise and super dimensional...  Sometimes there is still a base aspect or two that needs refining.  For this we have the descending process to hammer out small details and create what you (a human) would call God.  Do not confuse God with The ALL.  The ALL, the Monad, ONE, Supreme Diety, or simply The True God is something which can not be explained or comprehended...  I simply use those names to acknowledge the existence of the ALL.

I say again, my friends I do love you.  I wish to express my conscious in this format do that others may find it.  So that others may find themselves and their own understanding from what I understand.  Remember that if you see something a little differently than myself, it is perfectly ok.  In fact I would tell you to continue seeing it that way and hopefully you are correct in your perception.  After all, everyone is right, and everyone else is right.  Tis' the wrong who would correct you, if you encounter a corrector of spiritual thought then you have encountered a fraud, a fake, a less evolved being, who is incapable of thought past the physical plane.  Pay no attention to the wrong.