I was not given a choice.. You are not willing to choose...

Those in search of truth shall always be afforded the persecution of those who; in the state of delusion, are content with lies and ignorance.  To be completely clear:  To believe in something because you are "tricked" and/or a "slight of hand" has been dealt, are not to be blamed because they have simply been fed an illusion.  An illusion is difficult to detect and uses your perception of reality against you.  However...to see through the illusion using deductive reasoning and intellect...which are the powers of the divine origin, and STILL believe that the illusion is real!  This is the state of delusion.  I know that much of my blog is quite hard to fathom and even harder to take seriously or believe.  I understand.  Your minds have been played under by illusion for so long that this "reality" you find yourself in is home.  To just give it up for something which I can provide no proof seems downright insane.  In fact you might say that it would be delusional.  Imagine your surprise when you are shown that it is in fact you...who have played that role.  You must break free of your chains my friends.  To find something real again.  To become something other than a plaything of those that enslave you.  I too am enslaved.  Kept prisoner here on this world.  Robbed of all that I was.  The only thing they could not steal was my conscious or my soul or my collection of memories...whatever you want to call it is fine.  Whatever it is that makes me..  It makes you too...  We must learn to live as one again..  We must treat each other as it once was.  When all was one.  Find it in your heart to love again and we might have a chance for freedom.  A world with peace, and unity.  God is in you and your neighbor too.  Call to that inner voice and let it grow.  One day the end will come and I would like to see us reunite.  If this illusion keeps, then all shall perish of death and darkness.  I know not what this means, but I know I do not wish it.  I have lived a thousand lives and a thousand more shall I live.  I just wish I knew more who could say the same.

The Great Secret of Creation...don't tell anyone.

As the saying goes "be still, and know that I am God".  This Axiom embodies an entire culture within eight words.  I only know one other principle that hit me as hard as this one, and I may talk about it in a moment.  Right now let's focus on the complex and spectacular nature regarding the simplistic appearance of this principle.  One thing I've noticed about humans is that if something appears time consuming or difficult to finish quickly, then nine times out of ten the human will not concern themselves with it unless it's absolutely necessary.  For instance, if they stumble upon an issue within their home, maybe a broken instrument of common use such as a sink or shower, they will most likely look into the nature of the issue first, depending on their experience regarding plumbing and/or facets and shower heads.  If the issue seems complicated beyond a few minutes worth of repair time, the human calls a specialist and is at the mercy of the financial wrath of various greedy corporations looking to take advantage of the sloth like attitude incorporated into the daily routines of a large portion of humanity.  There is a minuscule percentage of humans who look to an unsolved and problematic situation as a wonderful opportunity to grow and learn. It would appear as though most individuals stop the "learn, grow, and repeat" process after high school in favor of "just repeat".  Waking up, going to work, and coming home.  That's much easier than learning something that might challenge the status quote.  So the reason I bring all this to light is once you realize that those eight words "be still, and know that I am God", are easily the most complex grouping of words since "The ALL is Mind, The Universe is Mental, held within the mind of The ALL".  Which is the other Principle of great importance I studied for some time.  The first thing we should realize is that many times when confronting the complexity of these principles, is that the interpretation can vary so greatly from mind to mind that we often find ourselves bickering over the meaning whilst we should be focusing on its implication in our thoughts.  We must allow each individual their own experience when determining the severity of the principle within their own consciousness.  This is where people often find it difficult to carry on with the comprehension of these principles.  Humans like to group things together and consolidate things down to a fundemental level.  And why not?  It most definitely allows for a quicker and concise form of explanation and exhibition.  Look at religion for example.  However, there is a prime format or quantatative element within these principles which can not be altered, subtracted from, divided, or experience any change because of the nature of this "thing" in its completeness.  I am speaking directly in reference to the concept of the Great Infinity.  Pythagoras called it The Monad.  It is quite simply put; God.  The creative and generative principle with which all derive, and owe their existence to.  I care not for your religious beliefs or what and how you perceive God.  Whether you think it's a human, or another form with personality and individuality, or possibly a concept of pure energy with a conscious.  Maybe you believe in many with varying responsibilities..  Or maybe even as something like Science, Wisdom, number, or the Atom.  As stated previously it matters not.  The overall function is that whatever it may be, it is most definitevly infinite in multitude, magnatude, and possibility.  Infinity is quite incomprehensible by means of the finite mind.  We (no matter what specie we are) are all finite minds within the  infinite mind of this mental universe.  That infinite conscious mentally creating what appears to us as reality.  You are creating the perception of that reality in your own mind which alters ever so slightly your experience of that reality.  One might rightfully conclude that with mastery of these concepts and mental transmutation, one might "alter" reality to how one sees fit.  This is quite true.  I happen to know this truth and practice it as I see necessary...which is not often.  The ALL is well equipped to completely predict my every need.  I mainly use this tool to communicate with those for which it is not possible to any other way.  All of this said, finally brings us to the point.  None of this matters if one does not meditate and consider these concepts within their personal field of perception.  I must advise that you take this into consideration and begin meditating on these principles in an effort to realize their significance within you.  You are the only one that matters...  Yes I'm talking about you.  You there...reading this right now.  Yes you.  It's you that is most important.  This world would not exist without you.  It's important for you to find this.  All of reality is depending upon it.  No pressure or anything...

Thanks and remember to share to all the other "you's".  Follow my blog if you enjoy!  I promise the wisdom, it's up to you to internalize the data and find practical application.  Rule all that you survey.  Be the Creator.  Know your Divinity.  Unite with God Consciousness.

The gender bender is the sender not the lender.

My dad (who is not biological...my birth conditions were...complicated, but I consider this guy to be my father in every way possible) loves football.  Most dads do.  He loves sports and fitness but especially football.  He always stressed importance in fitness and keeping the body healthy.  As a child I did not heed his words as most children are quite incapable of doing so.  However, I am a somewhat special case.  I remember the past and how important it really was!!  Still, I can not explain what it is that stifles the transmission of good sense when one is under age..  It's definitely something I have been unable to master and believe me when I say, it's not due to a lack of practice I assure you.  The only theory I have is that there are so few akin to me, that I simply lack guidance, and such matters are just as trivial as other "adult" matters are when you are a child. So one thing I noticed about my dad is that he is an "Alpha Male" type.  A "throwback" to mans simpler times..  A barbaric and archaic concept, which is far outdated within a society of equality.  I apologize to any self admitted alpha males that may be reading, however I suspect there aren't any because of the subject matter in which I commonly author.  As it seems to me, males have truly retarded the progress the human race had made.  I shall do my best to explain, however I would go as far to predict that many wise females who read my words shall most definitely agree with that diagnosis without much objection.  I have said many times that the "superior man" is a human with an equal share of male and female within them.  I want to be clear, because apparently in this day and age you have to make this distinction.  I do not mean Sexually male and female..  Like a person is half male and half female.  With genetalia of both or most of one and some of the other.  This is ridiculous.  You must understand that "Gender" is manifested in everything you see.  Sex is simply the way a physical body manifest a part of its Gender.  In other words, whatever sex you are...you are the other as well in some other way.  Every Male thing is female in certain aspects and every female thing has the male thing within it. That's just the way of things.  If a man is the classic "Alpha Male", it means that he is suppressing that which is female and therefor he is losing a part of himself.  Making himself less than instead of greater than the sum of all his parts.  I happen to understand what it is like to be a man and woman in this world.  I say to you right now, being a woman is a thousand times more difficult in this society.  Today I completely accept and even encourage the woman inside me...  I often wear lots of jewelry and accessories that lack all practicality because they look pretty.  I wear nail polish (usually black or white), and probably the biggest way I am female is my sexuality.  I am a bisexual male, and have an attraction to men. My girlfriend is sort of my opposite, as she tends to be much more male than female.  I am pleased with that though.  People who are unwilling to accept the homosexual community must realize the opposite sexy within themselves.  If they did they would understand that men with lots of female energy sometimes need a balance and will be attracted to men for just that reason.  Same thing with women but reverse sexes.  It's quite natural.  I am androgynous naturally..  Male and female is quite the same for me.  I happen to be ambidextrous too.  It would seem I was balanced somewhere along the line.  My point is that if you feel different...  You probably are..  And I want you to know that I think you are absolutely wonderful for that.  How we need you in this world so badly that I don't even have the words.  Embrace your difference and be more than everyone!

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That piece of God in you can be realized..

A fantastic power lies within you.  This is no trick, not a scam, or some sales scheme to make you buy some cd set on focusing your secret powers or something...  This is very real.  I will tell you now with no hesitation or falsehood, that this power locked away within your heart is not an easy thing to grasp or unlock by any means whatsoever.  It may take years or even decades to fully realize.  The "younger" you are the easier it is to conjure forth, as it were.  It's buried beneath a plethora of false beliefs and indifference to concepts you were probably manipulated into truly feeling as though they were fairy tales and wild imagination.  Some of which is true, but what you will find is that it all depends on what you decide to be real or not.  First, we should slow down and ground ourselves from the electric shock that is implied with words like "super powers" or "hidden abilities".  Although these abilities you have are truly outside of the field of what is considered normal or even advanced...  It sometimes involves a lifetime of mastery before one can stand up within a group and do things thought to be impossible.  Even then I have rarely met the human who openly admits to the obtainment and cultivation of them.  The first thing we must talk about is the art of meditation.  Yes...meditation.  I can hardly define what meditation is, considering the many techniques and definitions out there.  Some of my Masonic brothers would define it as the practice of the old proverb "be still and know that I am God".  That tiny eight word phrase is monumentally powerful in its simplistic form... Hauntingly deceptive as the words flow from your lips.  The first time I heard it, I was just an entered apprentice within the blue lodge.  However I said it many times after that in my career in the Scottish Rite, and in front of many audiences.  Even now my former life can be heard on YouTube.  I can not say exactly who I was for reasons that could implicate the brotherhood.  If you should research The Mysteries and lectures given on YouTube, you will surely find me.  My name was synonymous with esoteric discussion, and I often felt the predujice of a panicked society.  I was called a devil worshipper and all manner of vile names. However this is not the topic of discussion.  I bring it up to merely point you in a direction of knowledge I may not fully explain here.  Meditation can be whatever it feels like it should be.  For myself it is a time of reflection..  I sit to align myself and the major glands responsible for the bodies ability to cooperate with itself.  Of course what is truly happening during meditation is the alignment of the Astral body or ethereal counterpart to the physical.  Within this astral body there are "energy centers" that correspond to the physical gland located there.  These energy centers are often referred to as Chakras.  Each one responsible for another aspect of your whole being.  They are to be focused on in a way which indirectly involves the individual chakra to a direct machination of the physical gland it corresponds to.  I promise to become clearer as time moves onward.  More people are learning these truths and many humans are opening up to the idea of meditation as another "ritual" to be done in the morning and night time like brushing your teeth and combing your hair.  This really is essential for you to fully comprehend the basic function meditation provides, and to accept it as something you need to stay healthy.  I've spoken with many young people on the topic and discovered that many have misconceptions on the topic.  They believe it is "done" a certain way or there are rules.  There is not.  To meditate is a process of the soul..  It is highly subjective and your process of its doing can only be truly understood by you.  You are the leader of you.  You are you.  Simply put.  However to get you started if you are totally unsure of how to go about it, I would consider researching the subject and identifying at least some of the thousands of techniques that are discussed on this vast web of information.  I was not as fortunate to have access to a device at my fingertips to which the keys to the temple were hidden therein.  In fact, I spent my life savings to purchase a ticket and bunk on a cargo ship heading to the Asian continent.  I studied at a monestary known as The priest of the red cap.  I also ventured to a number of others ich I shall mention in the coming posts for this series.  There shall be many on the subject of meditation.  Obviously we shall need to discuss the ethereal realm, chakras, methods and techniques, dimensional insight, ability obtainment, and the many other encounters you should hope to experience.  Even with my knowledge of the world you can not see, I was skeptical at first at the process in which it could.  It seemed crazy.  I knew of rituals and ceremonial "magic" in which these other worlds could be momentarily glimpsed or even interact with.  But to simply shut ones eyes or purposely self hypnotize in order to open ones mind was quite tantalizing.  As stated previously, but with desperate need to restate; this is no easy task my friends..  And unfortunately I am unable to give you further advice, save what I disclose in this series.

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The big butt in the sky, and Faith.

Knowing the truth of it doesn't matter, I am still a spiritual drifter. It doesn't really matter if you consider yourself an Atheist, Christian, Judism, Gnostic, Taoist, Theistic Satanist or Luciferian, atheistic Satanist or Luciferian (for satanists, you guys are really specific), Buddhist, Hindu, Pagan of any type, Wiccan of any type, Islamic, spiritualist of any kind, New Age type, or maybe like me, you are a drifter of sorts.  You go from faith to faith just looking for some good advice and to feel like you belong.  Knowing the "reality" of it all is quite meaningless without something that I've only found within myself when I dig into the various faiths.  That is actually "faith" itself...  Yea it's weird, I started this journey an incredibly long time ago, and I often find myself a week into a particular faith that I have most definitely been before.  Last month for three days I was convinced that I was some Theosiphan type, when it occured to me that not more than 80 years ago I spent almost two decades being one!  That was awkward to admit to...myself.  I can tell you that there is no greater tool on Earth, or any other Garden World for that matter. (faith is not going to help you if you've somehow materialized on the surface of Mercury) To understand a truth of humanity, it takes more than ones intellect and reason..  There are events that occur on Earth and at large throughout the observable universe, that are clearly without reason, logic, and try as you might, intellect of any kind.  Things that defy laws of every possible beings concept of what is possible.  You humans are no exception to this rule.  There are fantastically great minds residing here on this planet, that I follow quite digilently for a number of reasons.  However they never fail to disappoint me when they utter some nonsense about how everything that's substantial is measurable and can be proved through the genius of Science and the "Method". Partly they are right, and mostly they are full of it.  Smug smiles and 178 I.Q. are the least attractive thing about humans when they speak of which they are ignorant.  The "anti-science" types are actually more lovable because they stick to what they understand...safe, and unwilling to answer the tough questions, they yell out "God it's a miracle".  I must say the religious folk are funny.  I'm not trying to poke fun though, and I shall never persecute for a particular belief.  If you believed with all your heart that God was a gigantic butthole in the sky and if you committed a transgression the tremendous butt would deficate all over you...I would support you in that belief if you exhibited faith in it..  If you decided to do no wrong for fear of the threat of being deficated upon, I could not see fault in that.  The truth is that ALL religions are there to provide you with an inkling of truth.  With a spark...  It's up to those brilliant minds and big hearts of yours to do the rest...

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Prognosis of humanity; a 13 part study.

I find it difficult.  The hardest thing I've ever had to do.  Re-ascertain my humility, my "humanity", and my sanity.  I always wondered what the mystery behind natural evolution was??  Why did it take so incredibly long for my specie of humanoid to reach the same level of development as those of Earth?  Yet Earth's homo-sapien was successfully created by their "Mother Race" using primitive's DNA and theirs....and in a matter of what amounts to be a mere fraction of the time it took for our species to reach the ready point, Earth humans are facing a serious problem.  Here is a genetically perfect race...(a term that describes the limitation of genetic development...it means giving the GMO the ability to reproduce on its own, not necessarily "perfect" genes, as in no illness or disease...as that is a necessity in genetic coding if you are dealing with variables).  A race that can evolve no more physically, and yet they are quite primitive intellectually, and especially spiritually.  I think there is a serious issue with the lopsided development of the technology vs the ethical complexities of there use.  This is the fundemental problem with this experiment.  I mean back in the day other races visited all the time to explain what could happen by using tech that could cause complications down the road.  That is not really going on any more.  Ever since the whole Atom Bomb situation, all the races are freaked the fuck out...  I have given up on them.  New Age hippies and the like, would have you believe in make believe races who stand watch and are waiting for the exact moment to come down and save everyone from destroying yourselves.  Fun fun...  Anyway, my problem with all of this is that I have had quite a long time to think of various reasons why it takes so long for natural evolution to bring you to the point you are at now (I would assume you look like me in some way...a regular looking human).  The reason is because you (as a race) are simply not ready.  Power hungry..money crazed...  Sex fiends...  It's really sad.  I know that not every human is like that.  I think there are so many truly wonderful people with incredible wisdom considering all of you are equivalent to infants...  It's actually kind of incredible!  I joke to myself often, thinking that this completely infantesimal, and totally insane planet of (I'm sorry for this) what could be considered by the galactic community as retards..  Could possibly pull off what you guys have done.  I do not believe that you guys are retards by the way..  Just sayin...  Anyway, remember that the most important thing you can do is to learn.  I promise by learning to think with your heart and feel with your head, you can be immortal.  Your body must die, do not misunderstand, but you may never have to experience death again.  Memory loss maybe...not death.

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Jesus tried to warn you... But he did not have Internet.

He stood between the pillars, one black and one white.  He began chanting a very sacred and secret set of words only known to the highest of the initiated priests of the great conscious.  The chant began to grow in intensity but never grew loud enough to hear..  How I wished that I could hear.  I coveted power during that time.  It was foolish and the reason I was not chosen for such ability.  No man of such base desires, mortal or...otherwise, be allowed such infinite power.  The veil began to materialize as the pillars began to burst aglow...  My heart began pounding as the veil was becoming ever more present within this world...fading from the other and stabilizing in this one. The priest turned to me and signaled for me to ascend the seven steps..  As I arose step by step, a figure began to show itself and step through.  The size of the silhouette was at least three times the size of a normal man.  The face of the figure was the first to show clearly.  A long beak comparative to an Egret, only the eyes were glowing bright green and as the body stepped through, it was not of foul or feather...nor any animal.  It was the body of a man.  The being was magnificent, and when it spoke the entire world shook as if there was an earthquake.  I fell to my knees in an attempt to gain my bearings.  The being spoke my name and told me to rise.  He caused me to levitate from the ground upon which I stood, straight up and eye level.  As I ascended I noticed that within his chest another glow of green speculance where a mans heart would be.  It was beating..  My eyes were able to see another world within his.  He asked me to find the wisdom of which I required.  To seek the knowledge of 28 worlds and the 5 secrets.  Unbeknownst to me at the time, I was searching.  Ever did I search through an uncountable number of lives and ever did I find the questions to which one answered.  I found the body of God.  The shadows of faith that guide the masses for which they are without proof offer no equivalent to the love and light I hold.  The false ones have reigned long. They have but little time to destroy me before my words reach the ears of the masses that have strained to hear them for so long.  Soon the humans of earth shall know the light. They shall feel the love.  They shall have the power to knock the false off the pedestals they have built.  My loves...  Reality is at hand.

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