God does not hear you. Please read.

There are times as I live my life through each day, that I fantasize wildly.  Sometimes I am "reliving" an incident that occured and for whatever reason I am changing what occured into something that may very well have happened.  Sometimes there is a conflict that arises. Sometimes for whatever reason, my thoughts travel a path of physical violence.  For a very brief moment in this fantasy, I am in a struggle to inflict pain and suffering on a fictiscious individual that lives only in my mind.  In an almost instantaneous moment of realization, I stop the fantasy in a feverish disgust as I now think to myself "what am I thinking here?", and quickly alter my neural patterns to a more productive form of energy.  It always bothers me greatly and fills me with pure curiosity as to why I would go to that place in my own mind.  It is not as if I enjoy violence, revenge, hurting another, or basically any kind of retribution using force to aquire some misguided attempt at proving a baseless point.  There has never ever been an issue of mankind that had been solved using any form of violence, save one..  

:Who will be more successful at being violent?

The only way to truly answer that dispute in a pure finality of assuredness, is to set the disputer's against each other in an all out spectacle of human depravity at its most animalistic and primitive.  Other than that...which is just stupid..  There simply has never ever been a problem that has been solved using those techniques.  The only true way to solve a dispute between opposing points of perspective is with the minds and endless sources of pure empathy for our fellow man, within our hearts.  Yes.. A mind within your heart..  That almost imperceptible voice that you can hear when you see someone in trouble.  You can "feel" for them.  Most individuals do in fact feel that empathy within themselves but totally ignore it and they thank whatever force they deem necessary to thank for not letting that trouble befall them instead of that poor soul who is experiencing it.  That always seems to be the case in our modern day.  I am guilty of this very action.  Instead of speaking out to this individual and offering any help I can provide, I just keep on my way.  Although this has severely lessened as I have become more aware of it, I still know that it happens all the time with innumerable amounts of individuals.  I believe that if we could change this and begin truly thinking with our hearts and feeling with our heads, we could literally change the landscape of our crumbling world.  To speak plainly..  People pray to God everyday and ask for help..  God does not answer...  They say "ask and ye shall receive"...  Yet one receives naught.  The divine aid has been denied to the masses for some time and as a result, there is turmoil and chaos running rampant in our modern world.  God does not hear us.  There is still hope my friends.  I know this because I do not pray for the Great ONE's help with anything but I do wake up everyday with the ever present thought that nothing I am, will be, have been, or will ever have is of my own volition.  It is that Great ONE that does provide me.  It is the force that governs my every success and has allowed me to realize anything I so desire.  I am often brought to tears when I realize how I am coveted by this ONE that I should be so incredibly blessed.  I know nothing of God...  Not a single thing.  Not a name, place, what it wants, any laws, and I definitely don't presume to know of some "plan" or that it is even aware of little old me...  Am I coveted?  Who knows??  I'm not worried..  I do know that I'm going to be just fine.  I know that I try my hardest to stay "in tune" with the "divine" portion of myself..  The consciousness that the Great ONE has provided me, just like everything else.  I meditate everyday and listen to that tiny voice (which has grown to a thunderous roar at this point) and I do what I feel is right.  I argue naught.  I make no excuses and I have nothing to gain.  Nothing to receive.  Nothing to give to anyone at all.  Nothing to sell.  Nothing to show off.  I am but a small piece of something that is connected to a big thing..  A thing that has divided (or at least is trying) itself as if it were supposed to be seperate.  Like you and I are different somehow..  We are not though.  You and I are the same thing.  We are all things.  All of us are but ONE thing.  We must come to realize this and stop trying to hurt each other because when we are successful at that venture, we are only successful at hurting ourselves.  Shutting ourselves further off from that divine source and aid we so desperately search in vain for.  Violence is simply an illusion with a very real consequence.  An illusion you say?  Yes, a complete sham.  To hurt someone is to actually hurt yourself.  The act of hurting another is simply an illusion.  Fear is an illusion.  Money is an illusion.  To presume that we own anything is an illusion.  You do not "own" the land you build a house on...  Neither do you own the material used to create that dwelling you live in.  The gas that fuels your car was "sold" to you by a thief...  In return you "bought" it with fake money and now are using it to the detriment of your own planets health.  Hurting the planet and thereby hurting yourself.  You and I and anyone else following this huge illusory system and pretending to be "intelligent"...  And everyone wonders why God has not answered any prayers or let these awful things happen in our world.  Attacks of terror and violence are an illusion.  Not in that they don't happen...  They definitely happen..  People die..  Luckily for everyone, death is yet another illusion.  Do you actually think that you die?  Life is a cycle.  Death is simply a part of that cycle and physical bodies wear out after a time.  Therefor you need a new one every so often.. Complete with new family, friends, and learning experiences.  I give this wisdom freely because, once again, it is not mine to "sell" or to presume it was "mine" to begin with.  I am simply a vessel being used by the spirits of that Great ONE to begin spreading the truth.  Let the human race "tune" theirselves back in to the resonating frequency of the divine.  Find equilibrium.  Love yourself and love others my friends.  Help yourself and help others.  Do not worry about money or success...they are not real.  Your next life may be a rich one, but your wealth in this one will not contribute to this possibility.  Why step on everyone around you to ascend to the top of the pile, when at the end you will surely begin a new cycle and have to commit all your energy to repeating that process which is meaningless in the first place?  To repeat the same thing over and over again and expect different results is a form of insanity.  That's why everything in this earth is so completely backwards and degraded...  We live in a madhouse..  An insane assylum...  If you think you are strange and different from everyone...chances are that you are actually a completely sane and productive individual with a strong mind and a good heart.  With all that said, I will conclude with a quick plea..

Please listen to these words because they are not mine..  These are not opinions of a guy with no credentials and a big mouth to which complete bullshit emerges.  These are truths.  They actually help.  They come from the holy texts and the esoteric volumes which are hidden from eyes that can not understand the vast wisdom they contain.  Some have withheld these volumes from the masses to ensure that the world falls into decay and they, being the only ones with the wisdom to change things, will then impart them upon you and you will worship them like some newly returned Christ.  Only in this case they are anything but.  I ask again for this document to be taken seriously because salvation lies within it.  Reconnect with the ONE.  Find it and find ALL.  

With Love,   Jon-Paul of the order that goes unnamed.

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A secret that few know.

Do you feel it?  When you lay down in bed and close your weary eyes..  When all is as quiet as can be..  There it is.  A quaint and almost indistinguishable whisper that is mistaken for silence.  A low hum in the background of nothingness.  It screams through the voice of a long lost wave length that carries on the buzz of the dormant electrons swirling about in the atoms of the oxygen molecules that fill the air in your room.  They sweep across the darkness behind your eyelids and wave at your unseeing eyes.  Dancing a vibrant ballet within the darkened tubes that make up the pupils, and tricking them into opening just a bit more...  This light ricochets back and forth down the refracting lens and into the impossibly complex portions of your brain that perceive the billions of bytes of data you process every day..  It vibrates through your ear drums and into the tubes that connect to your brain in very much the same way..  Like a double whammy of invisible and imperceptible god like computer software that is designed to slowly lull you into sleep, so that maybe you might accidently access that inaccessible portion of your thoughts that make the true mind.  So that dreaming a dream is no longer an innocent and involuntary action, but a purposeful and meaningful trip into a realm of which was previously unknown to you.  The place where you go when beings of this physical plane mistakingly pronounce you as "passed on".  An ethereal realm of manifestation and realization.  Not like the dreams you experience when you sleep, but like some never ending acid trip on steroids.  A place where you remember what it was to know the unknowable.  To have the understanding of all that you have ever known.  This energy you find yourself in is the other half of your own consciousness.  The "female" half.  When I say "female"..  I do not mean like the way you see here on earth.  I do not mean gender in a physical manner..but a mental one.  To "live"...is to be energy and conscious of your life.  That you are existing and moving through this existence while having experiences which allow you to gain wisdom.  To have an existence in this physical realm is to be in the "male" energy...living day to day and learning as much as you can.  When you "pass" from this world, you do not die!  You simply follow the rules of rythm and alternate back to the "female" energy..  Think of the "ying-yang" symbol.  To be "male" is to gain wisdom.. To be "female" is to gain understanding...  Remember I'm not speaking about male and female as a sex...but as an energetic being of consciousness.  When you have made the male a female and the female a male.  When one is like the other and the other is like the one.  When the upper is like the lower and the lower like the upper.... When you make the two....ONE.  One being of both wisdom AND understanding.  This is when the marriage of the spiritual and the mental being (as physical is just an illusion). You will know and comprehend yourself.  I believe that is when you allow yourself to manifest within what humans have called "Heaven".  When you may finally know the great ONE.  The Father.  The Creator of all.  That splendid ALL that all was birthed.  I can not be certain that this is truly the way my friends...  However I met a messenger once a long time ago..  When men were still young and the others were here on earth.  It told me this story as I drifted off to sleep that final sleep.  It told me that I completed the journey once before and that I was to remember this one day.  Earlier this morning as I was in deep meditation I was brought once again away from my body into some strange alternative place.  I walked endlessly through an abstract landscape with all manner of creatures from brightly colored kittens to black skinned hell hounds that towered over me like some prehistoric monster.  However I feared naught because of a presence I felt.  The ONE caressed my thoughts with a feeling that I needed to keep walking...  My destination was near.  I came to a great light..  A universe approached me from the center that took the shape of a gigantic mind.  It spoke to me in a tune of some musical composition that filled me with a knowing.  It showed me information in a vacuum of pure consciousness where I had no vision and no ears to hear a sound, save but the sweet tones of this universal mind.  Then I fell asleep.  When I awoke I was inside my room sitting straight up in my bed and 7 hours had passed..  I felt as though I just had the greatest nights sleep ever and all was absolutely perfect.  I contemplated what had just occured..  Trying to comprehend the event step by step.  I was trying to replay it so that I could gather whether or not this experience was real.  In the end it mattered naught..  I know that I am cared for by something I can not hope to ever fully understand.  I know that I am in tune with this force of all pervading knowledge and that I shall continue my path.  I also know that I am not special and that every one of you are welcome to the same treatment.  All you have but to do is look inside and outside for the answers.  Do not rely on a church or some holy man.  Put your faith into yourself and for each of us to do the same.  Let us love one another again and reconnect with our true self...which is all of us.  To love another is to love yourself.  To hurt another, is to hurt yourself.  All is you.  We must not forget that we are truly one. We are all that is, was, and ever will be..  We should begin aspiring to such a grand title...this is what we are here for.

I know nothing of God. Ignorant am I.

They called it God..

I remember how it all started...  Can you imagine?  Could you believe me if I stood up in a room and shouted that aloud?  To remember something that only the Greatest "ONE" (which has been called by humans; God), can remember is somewhat hard to even conceive.  However despite all odds and misconceptions that arise, I do remember.  Was I actually there or conscious?  Was the entirety of every conscious being present, but completely inconceivable and imperceptible to me?  Actually yes...  Everyone was witnessing it.  How come no one else remembers this?  It seems to me it should be something that you should remember.  Kind of important I think...  Yet; only a few people I have ever met actually recall this experience, more or less.  I guess at this point I should explain the event in detail if I may...  As the Judeo-Christian bible so elegantly expresses; the face of the waters was deep and filled with void.  The void was as black as the blackest obsidian.  It was then the greatest ONE was in upheaval as it expanded into a field of its own essence.  A "bubble" of consciousness where we all were contained within.  At the initial burst it was chaotic and most of us were spread all over.  Each of us in our own space.  All of us lonely and in need of experience, we decided to take a page from that greatest ONE.  We all started to expand into our own bubbles of consciousness with little "mini-me's" inside.  "Baby" consciousness flourished inside and they followed our action by splitting further until there was enough density to create something that was never seen before; matter.  A single "string" was created...  Where it attached itself to the endless "field" of consciousness.  It began vibrating a particular way which created more of these strings which in turn created another first; the quark.  These quarks were made ad infinitum.  They gathered themselves together to create protons and electrons. They in turn had a medium of neutrons which gathered these two dualities and created the ATOM...  Which coincidently the bible calls Adam.  Is it all coming together for you yet?  Are the neurons firing?  Have you seen this story retold by every so called "world religion", using different language or symbolism.  The high point in all of this was the first collection of atoms to form the first molecule of an element.  Then these various elements began combining to form compounds and reactions began to occur en masse.  This all propagated into cosmic mayhem and gaseous clouds of destruction which had but naught to destroy.  Then in a glorious miracle a new particle flowed...  A flow of proportion and grace which could only be described as "Divine intervention".  A force that many remain oblivious to even though they experience it constantly.  Gravity...  That great ONE created this through some process unknown.  It flows through universe to universe, from dimension to dimension...  Not bound by the laws of physics..  As physics are the laws of man only trying to comprehend the true laws.  The laws of the most high.  The truest free soul is subject to no law system or government save but the highest law.  When the Graviton was introduced to this system the very first star was born..  With it, planets were forged of the various elements created by the ignition of those stars.  The planets were assigned with orbits with which they followed religiously.  It was after many eons when particular planets were chosen by us.. Those planets which geologically evolved from the celestial wars and produced various forms of paradise.  Our ethereal forms still waiting in those curled up dimensions on the field of consciousness that creates the foundation of this reality.  We saw that some of these planets would make suitable life bearing habitats.  Then a new age began where we incarnated into forms which could eventually provide experiences to evolve us into something like what we currently call ourselves.  I'm quite content to find that modern theoretical physicist are beginning to understand what I just explained.  They happen to call it M-Theory.  As of yet it has garnered a great many of supporters.  It is pleasing to me that soon many might know the joy of getting a glimpse of the highest of high.  It is that ONE that I wish with all my heart to return to and join with once again.  To know that ONE is to know all.  To be one with all.  To be ALL and ONE.  Those dimensions of extra space still exist underneath the matter.  They are home to those who have passed on from their physical bodies and grew to understand that which was forgotten in the eternity since we took to our physical forms.  Sometimes folks see strange things that appear in the skies above them..  They see strange behavior of various outlined forms that have been called "ufo's".  I would mention now that most of these are truly real, however they exist not wholly within this dimension, neither in another that is unseen.  They are moving back and forth because of an effect that they have discovered only recently.  However some have had this technology for some time and have perfected it.  Tonight, go outside and stare into the sky..  Go into a deep meditative state and inquire to these consciousness who travel the planes of existence and see for yourself of the wonder that is our reality.  Ask them for guidance and wisdom as to the nature of their world.  Ask them what they intend to do here.  Ask them how you can help your fellow humans to evolve past these petty disputes and pointless violence.  These answers and more shall arrive to you.  The greatest ONE has a plan to receive you one day..  Only after you have gained enough experience and wisdom to move on.  Only after service and proper recognition of the truth.  All that I am is because of that which I call the Greatest ONE.  All is because of that Monad of expression.  I bind my everlasting gratitude and glory to the ONE that is ALL.  Even after all the wisdom which has been departed unto me...  I still know it naught.  I still know nothing of it.  That which humans have called God is completely foreign to me...I understand nothing of it.  Incomprehensible and unutterable.  I am ignorant.  I only ask but wisdom and guidance oh father.  You who art in thine heart.  Who createth thine soul and bring thee happiness.  I wish to know you...