My immortality and where I procured it.

Is the ultimate question and barrier of mankind the finality of life and that earthly death we all look to the future and see but do not wish?  Is it the question of obtainment of immortality?  To live, on this earth and others, forever?  I can not say to which reasons the humans want these questions to be plainly answered.  I would sound presumptuous and haughty to state that I feel humanity to dull and base minded to understand the answers that are given.  They require a basic and simple answer to questions with infinite complexity!  I can not be the being to give them.  This is because I'm completely lacking in that ability to do so.  Whether or not it is because I am to base and simple minded to do so or whether I am unwilling to do so...I can not say.  Those are questions I feel are quite unimportant.  I have "lived" for some time that most would scoff and find themselves unable to believe.  This vessel I currently make use of is one of human looking physicalities.  To the average person, I look entirely normal.  To professionals of human anatomy I am quite peculiar and am often the topic of discussion anytime I am forced into that situation.  In those moments I often find myself breaking certain promises to myself.  Those involving the processes of what the "new age" and "Wiccan" community would call Black or Lesser Magic.  Although I'm not one to use such phrases.  I know better..  It is merely a suggested thought or idea to simply not concern themselves with something they just previously were obsessed with.  It has been used by the rulers of humans on this planet in everything from the money you use on a daily basis, to the movies and music you enjoy.  From the basic signs and sigils of everyday company logos and traffic signals.  They all hold power over every tiny little process you have.  When you stop and think for just a moment you will agree with that statement.  You may argue that they are simply laws or customs you follow because that is the way things work...  However that would be an argument of pure ignorance since being a human here on earth means you have never experienced how things "actually" work.  Reality is completely foreign and alien to you.  To suddenly experience it in its substantial and truly real form would cause a lapse in the sanity that you barely hold onto as it is.  The secret to understanding what I am speaking of is to understand the illusion you are in now. This is a process in which only time and research are required.  First you must begin your research with ancient cultures and especially the theologies and spiritualities they practiced.  This will lead one down a road of math and science which will shed light on preconceived notions you have always taken for truth, when in reality they have been your salvation of illusion that was desperately cleaved like an infant holds fast to their mother.  This road will inevitably lead you to the Occult world of practices and theories that will most likely scare you out of your very skin.  Some of this will lead you astray from what truly matters and what those practices were truly divined for in the first place.  I must also say that no matter how evil it may sound or seem, you must remember that in order to understand the world "unseen" by nieve eyes, you must drop all preconceived notions of what that must be!  Drop all ideas of what God, gods, spirits, meditation, ethereal realms, occult, demons, Devils, mysteries, and whatever else might pop up.  Once the mind is emptied of all the nonsense it has accrued over the many lifetimes you have certainly lived, it can finally be filled with the truth that has so far gone unknown to you.  One thing we must mention at this point is Meditation.  The individual who is not willing to find some form of meditation they shall practice DAILY, is the individual who is clearly not ready to be an immortal.  You MUST find some form you can practice and maybe after a few years you can master.  Once mastered, the subjects for which you have researched for all this time and most likely accumulated more questions then you did answers, will suddenly become nothing but answers, sometimes before you were able to ask the question.  A "new" teacher will become available to you within that state of meditation that will reveal itself.  You may choose to call it God, or an Angel, spirit guide, Ascended Master, or whatever you wish.  I'm quite certain that it won't really care, as long as you are willing to grow it shall never abandon you.  I know the first time I ever experienced this being, I freaked out a little.  Every time I would meditate, here it would suddenly be there, ready to confront me and begin directing me.  After some time I began listening.  I began doing the things it instructed no matter how silly they seemed.  It never steered me in a wrong direction.  I found that I was suddenly living in abundance, with extra "things" I had previously always been in deficit.  I was in a position to help those I previously had asked for such services.  It was when I started my search for knowledge did I truly find myself able to really help anyone.  To give someone something that is NOT knowledge is to hinder their ability to again provide for themselves that which you have given.  Only knowledge is truly priceless and truly helpful.  As that old saying goes "give a man a fish and he shall eat that day...  But teach that man to catch his own fish, and he shall eat for as long as he should live."  And furthermore, he shall then go on teaching others which shall eat and teach others.  To give that single gift of knowledge is to give an infinite number of that which you were previously going to give!!  I give to you humans that single gift so that it may grow steadfast.  

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